Saturday, 31 December 2011

blogger buat hal lagi.that's why i'm too lazyy to update.urgh,please.come on.

Friday, 30 December 2011

will update more too lazzyyy.

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

i've got this from facebook.hehe.

Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.

Andainya lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah, tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.

Andainya lelaki tahu..Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu. Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh. Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang, semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.

Andainya lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak, dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas, tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.

Andainya lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu anda berubah, itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima anda seadanya, tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik, bukan untuk dirinya, tetapi untuk masa depan anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan anda, bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan anda dan masih mengangap anda anak kecil yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian. Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya, anda akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi. Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat. Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan merajuk, jangan kata dia mengada-ngada. Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit atau hadiah sedozen, tetapi cukup dengan perhatian yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’, itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak menyintai tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya, bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu sama kamu, dia benar-benar maksudkannya. Apabila berjauhan, bayanganmu akan sentiasa bermain di mata.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu, jangan percaya kata-katanya kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu. Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya. Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya. Selagi dia dengan kamu, percayalah, walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan menjadi degil, dia bukan bermaksud untuk menjadi degil tapi dia mahu melihat sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan kerenahnya. Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut. Andai kena caranya, jangan terkejut kalau akhirnya dia menukar fikirannya dalam masa sesaat.

Andai lelaki tahu..Apabila perempuan berkata, “tolong tinggalkan saya!”, dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya. Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja. Apabila dia kembali tenang, percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula. Itu tandanya dia benar-benar menyintai anda. Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan. Dia terlalu emosional. Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri. Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami, mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan . Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali. Di sebalik air matanya, tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya.

Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri yang bisa menggoncang dunia dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya. Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyongkong anda dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna. Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda

aiman,serious wafa rindu aiman yang dulu.wafa rindu sgt sgt.

Thursday, 8 December 2011

zahiril adzim

"i will always love you kekasihku/dalam hidupku hanya dirimu satu/i will always need you cintaku/selamanya takkan pernah terganti/ku mau menjadi yang terakhir untukmu/ku mau menjadi mimpi indahmu/cintai aku dengan hatimu/seperti aku mencintaimu/sayangi aku dengan kasihmu/seperti aku menyayangimu/i will be the last for you/and you will be the last for me/i will always love you kekasihku/dalam hidupku hanya dirimu satu/ku mau menjadi yang terakhir untukmu/ku mau menjadi mimpi indahmu/i will be the last for you/and you will be the last for me/i will be the last for you/and you will be the last for me ."

this was what zahiril adzim said to his wife during their wedding reception.zahiril adzim.he's a good actor.i admire him since Kami drama.yeah,i'd been admired him for so many years.i stalk his blog.he is a good writer too.better you guys check out his blog.i love man who has interest with theater.who loves sastera.he always been my fave actor although he had married to shera ayob.yes,he's not single now.he's taken by shera ayob last month.look at those pictures.sweet right.

Wednesday, 7 December 2011

dont break your promise,dear.


Maybe some might say distance hurts more than anything in this world.but I think it in a positive way.distance not hurts .act,it just the way you build your relationship woman carries the relationship that make a  man can stay and how man show their consistent love that make a woman stay.when we far from our partner,we will miss him/her.and eventually it will strengthen our relationship.there are a lot of couples out there facing this ummairah nadhirah and zahin brother and his gf.although his gf are far from here,wait not so so far la.just kedah but their relationship still strong till now.they skype sometimes.yeah.we live in technology era,we must use all the technology right.dont waste it.haha.

Women can have many crushes but their hearts belong to one person.their special one.they can wait for their partner to complete his study.they wont fall in love with another me.these are the good women.they want their relationship to be last should appreciate their loved ones. They should also stay connected with their gf.malay often said “jangan main kayu tiga” .so you guys have to play kayu satu only.hahaha.

I write this because I had an experience before.yeah,before this I often said distance hurts.distance sucks and bla bla bla.but as I moved on and think the positive side,it true. distance does not hurt.back then I had a boyfiend.H was his name (not a real name, act).he is a kind man.he treat me like a girl.i like him.then went I entered tgb,everything went wrong.he didn’t contact me like he used to be.then he went missing in action (m.i.a.)I try to called and texted him but no answered at all.i was so frust.he used to say that he wont leave me alone.he will love me forever and ever.he gave me sweet words but all of them are actually fake.i was dumb.i believe him.then during hols,I stalked his ms known as myspace and I found out that he already had a new cried that day.then I promise myself that I will never had any boyfriend during form 4.i want to focus on my study.

Then,during form 5,came a boy.a boy who changed my whole life.he make me laugh make me happy all the time.wait wait not all the time.most of the time la.haha.his name was A.he care for me.he love me.he thought me to get up and forget my past and and move on with my new life.he text me everyday since January or February this year until now.he was so special.he diff from any other guy.he is my one and only boyfriend.i will never late him go.

I just found out that he got an offer for fast track at unikl.he will study abroad next two first,I was proud of him.i proud having a boyfriend who has an intelligent mind,who can study abroad and perhaps can have a good job later.but but I was afraid that I will lose him just like I lose H.i was crying all the time and actually right now im still crying.i don’t want to lose him.he gave me his promises.he will never and ever find another girl other than me.i believe him and I make the same promise to him too.i will never and ever find another boy as my boyfriend.hehe.after getting advices from diff people,I stay positive.i think about his future and my future too.i hope I can get the same country with planning to take inti college or intec and fly to aussie.erm erm,like everyone said,kalau dah jodoh tak kan ke mana.insyaAllah.i believe in that.

So people out there let me say it one more TIME! DISTANCE does not hurt.

Tuesday, 6 December 2011

spm was finally over

513,you guys are bapak AWESOME

heyhihello guys.
wassup?yeah SPM OVERR.BOO YEAH!this was the time that i've been waiting for since form 1.act,it was last wednesday.i never thought that time flew too im not a school girl more teachers,no more homeworks,no more wardens and so on.back then,i used to say , "bilalah nak habis spm ni,cepatla habis spm.terseksa sekolah ni ," .now,SPM over and and i miss muh school.

i know most of the people especially my juniors often said school sucks and bla bla bla but someday you guys might say "oh,going to school is AWESOME " .its will say this when you finish your me.spending time with your friends is much more awesome than spending time doing nothing at home.yeah,im bored.nothing to do.i was just online-ing 24/ and sleep.thats all.i've been thinking to start looking for a job.maybe just ioi.

erm right now if i still in tgb,i must be stay up and studying in front of the door.watching people study late night.i kinda miss surau too.serious.every evening i always go to surau and and solat asar there and and dengar tazkirah by badar.oh i miss it.i miss talking with syana,fat,and and my buddies kat surau during maghrib prayer.i miss doing solat hajat every night.i miss my step sister.her hug.i miss my roomate.elia,nad and razin.i miss you guys a lot.and razin,sape nak kejut subuh ni :( .

i miss stalking aiman hakim.miss lepak-ing at blok purple.miss going to exam hall.i miss ds.i miss all the things there.serious.i want to go back to tgb.tgb is not muh prison actually.tgb is muh home.muh second home.i regret calling tgb as muh prison.this is not heart belong to TGB :)

tgb,i miss you.i will see you next year.                                                                                                        

Saturday, 5 November 2011

selamat hari raya aidiladha

heyhihello guys,
just quick and short updates.i had just graduated yesterday.woot woot.haha.finally, spm just around the corner.i should use my time wisely.8 more days left.its single digit sorry for all my wrongdoings.wish me luck for my spm.straight A+ revolution.batch 10/11,we can do it.amin.


Monday, 5 September 2011

trial mara and spm


wake up in the morning feeling like nur wafa

the cheerful and energetic face in the morning.look,no panda eyes.yeah.


i will going back to tgb this evening.around 5 o'clock my dad will send me there.gosh,time fly too too fast.i wish i could rewind back the time so that i can use the time wisely.doing all my hw and offline for a while.offline for good.i have a lot of hw to be done.add math paper 2 and bio and chemist and sej.gosh better stay up tonight and finish all your hw by today.

so erm im battling with my insomnia again.yeah,repeat that word.AGAIN.ibu,my insomnia haunting me again.i dont know what to do.i cant sleep even a eyes are wide open.i feel so energetic.i can run around the field right now.erm i dont know why i cant sleep.i didnt drink any caffein at all.i only take my medicine.okay,i have a massive,a boom boom headache last night.dont know why and dont ask why.haha.

trial mara is just around the corner.i supposed to start studying by now.yeah,NOW.but nah.too lazy to study.bak kata ami samsuri,kiamat dah nak dekat.tak payah study.jom kahwin.yeah babeyh.i dont want to study at all.i want to get married and enjoy this fucking life.

okay,i didnt pack anything yet.too lazy again.i will ask my maid to pack for me.ya,im a lazy lazy girl.haha.okay,i have a lot of things to do right now.gotta go.bye.see you next hols.
I can't sleep.I don't know's 6.30am.erm,please dear my beautifulnand gorgeous eyes,please close.I want to sleep.I have school tomorrow.oh oh,wish me luck for my trial.

Tuesday, 30 August 2011

dear my superb friend

there's a lot of things in my mind right now.feel so stress today.there are few reasons why.dont wanna share it its already 1st shawal.i didnt have any mood for purple baju kurung macam haram je.i dont want to wear that baju kurung.i want to throw it away.

so thanks to all who give me raya wishes.really appreciate it.hehe.and and to farhan hasif,terharu i you apprcte mms yang i bagi tu.haha.i'd told you yesterday that my wish gonna be so special right right.haha.oh oh and i always nice to didnt notice bout it.too busy with your study meh.thanks for the goodluck wish.oh,dont be sad anymore and no cursing too ya.its 1st have to enjoy it dear farhan tell me your probs tomorrow.thanks for being my good male friend and and for being a good senior too.hehe.sorry meh,i cilok your fb picture.hehe.sorry.

okay,i sengaja letak gbr ni cause i nak promote you.haha.girls,budak ni single lagi.haha.mintak number dia cepat.haha.

Monday, 29 August 2011

selamat hari raya!

selamat hari raya guys.erm,wafa nak minta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki kalau wafa ada buat silap selama ni.everybody makes mistakes right and nobody's lets forgive and forget all form 5,trial mara are just around the dont forget to study okay.happy eid mubarak!

Sunday, 28 August 2011

let's watch something random turned to something awesome

 miss me? sorry,i didnt updated my blog be honest,i have a lots to write but but i have difficulties trying to convert to convert everything in my mind into words.i already promised to someone that i will update my blog twice a day during this school sorry.hehe.hope you understand.

im tired.i clean up my room took almost 2 hours to clean this filthy room.full of dust.yeah,blame me.i didnt clean up this room for almost a month.i already asked my maid to clean up this sleazy room but she didnt do the task i've given to her.urgh.actually i cant clean any dirty room cause i'm allergic to hand will be itchy and i cant stop sneezing.haha.thats me.

so just now im wearing glove and i covered my mouth with one of my selendang.while cleaning up my room,i found my old when i was in standard one.aww,miss those moments.miss the moments with my bestfriend,fatin hanani and aisyah.then i found spider.crawling to me.uh wait,did spider crawl?okay,nevermine.wtv.haha.i started to scream out scared of spider.its know.something like like ron weasley.scared of spider.hehe.after that,i asked my maid to clean up my room.i dont want to clean it anymore.

around 4.30,my mum asked me to read the quran.see,for those people who said that im a socialize person,dont know how to read the quran la,wtv la,please mind your not too social.just a little bit social.and and i know how to read the quran.pfft.then i went upstair and online-ing.hehe.i supposed doing my homework but im too lazy.urgh,wafa please.trial is just around the corner.

so today,having iftar with my cousin at my mum cooks a lot.nasi tomato,bread butter puding,popia and lot more.oh,its freakin' deh-li-cious.yummy.oh,my mum is the best cook in town.haha.she can open a restaurant after her retirement.maybe.hehe.okay,i just ate a little today.idk why.maybe because im still full.i ate a lot during sahur.then,we perform our maghrib,isyaq and and terawih prayer together.having dinner together will tighten up family bond.

so here,right doing nothing.trying to update this gorgeous blog.haha.i must stop writing right now.have to start studying before its too late.

"im no superman or batman..i cant take your hand and fly you anywhere you want to go..i can be everything you need if you're the one for gravity,i'll be just maybe an ordinary guy with heart and soul but if you're the one for me..then i'll be your hero"

someone special to me gave this to me while i was sleeping last week.yes, can be my hero.okay,its actually a lyric.

Friday, 26 August 2011

when there is love,there is life

heyhihello everyone.

guess,who's back?haha.yeah,im home.finally.after being in the 'prison' for bout one month.fuhh.just few more months left before im getting out of that 'prison'.

so hey,ramadhan gonna come to an end few days more.oh,time flew so fast.i still remember the first day of the ramadhan this year.people often said that we should cry because of ramadhan gonna leave us not cying cause of too excited to celebrate raya.we should cry because we'll never know if we still live during ramadhan next year.erm,im trying to finish khatam the quran before raya start.just half of the juzuk more.i dont know if i have some time to finish it.erm,think positive wafa.i know you can do have to constant reading the quran every prayer okay.

thir ramadhan went smoothly.altough i have to break fast without my family,but still this ramadhan have been great to me.i cherish the moments when im breaking my fast with my friends especially with my roomates.those memories were hardly to forget.we always went to bazaar together.spent our money to buy a lot of food at bazaar.then we will eat together during prep hours or we will eat it after terawih prayer.oh,so much memories to remember.

erm,so idp had already started during the first week of ramadhan.oh,god.idp is killing me.i thought idp is something like no homework but im wrong.there were a lot of homework to be done.i have to stay up every night till 1 or 2 am just to finish my homework.pfft.okay,act,not every night tired of staying up.argh.

erm,i dont have any mood for this upcoming raya.i just want to lock myself up in my room and get study.trial mara is just around the corner.i have to start studying before its too late.trial mara is like our spm for us.we have to do well in this trial so that we can get scholarship.i dont want any c's or b's for my trial result.i want a's.straight a+.insyaallah, can do i already draft some rules that i have to follow for this raya holidays.its compulsory to follow this rule.i will only online for one hour and half everyday.i will study like 4 to 5 hours,complete all my homework,start my diet back.and and a lot more too lazy to is will be start tomorrow.if i break the rule,i have to pay rm1 to my mother.haha.rm1 is enough.haha

oh oh,before i end this post,i just wanna wish happy birthday to humaira rosli.hope she enjoy her birthday.have a blast on your birthday.hope all your wish come true,dear.

Tuesday, 2 August 2011

batman to the rescue

i will be back to my 'prison' this evening.actually,i dont want to go back.i want to stay here and berbuka with my family.but since i already miss him and and he miss me too,i have to go back early before berbuka so that i can meet him.hee.

time fly too its august and next month september.trial will come in less than two months.haha.i shall get ready for my trial.trial MARA is like our real,i have to be well prepared.i dont want any c's or b's anymore.i want A and perhaps A+ maybe.hehe.wish me luck for my trial,okay.

i didnt bring my broadband and laptop to maktab didnt let me bring those stuff.he said i might online everyday if i bring those stay here eh lappy.take care.hehe.i will be rarely online this fasting month.i want to concentrate more to my study.this time,no more more sleeping in the class.

okay,gtg now.i have to get dad will be coming home in just few more minutes.tata.see you guys later.oh oh,before that,i will post activity week pictures.

be the best for the one who deserves you

so now,im in the mood for sorry for the lack too lazy this day.dont know why.maybe im lack of idea to hows your first ramadhan?went well?my first ramadhan quite okay la.actually,i have stomach ache since morning.maybe because of the gastric.i ate a little bit only during sahur.i want to diet.i only ate mushroom soup only.

erm,this ramadhan i think i want to change.i want to become a better person.a better muslimah,perhaps.i want to stop recite al-quran khatam al-quran this month.oh oh,and and i want to lose weight too.5kg.haha.elia and i already plan to lose our weight this month.we have to burn our calories before raya.haha.nanti raya baju tak ketat.haha

okay,right now i want to talk about activity week that was held last week.activity week kinda boring this year.not like last year.last year was like superb.maybe because last year we have pesta buah buahan.the first day of activity week,we had senamrobik and and amali sembelihan.for the first time in my life,i touch the chicken,cabut bulu ayam,potong and bersihkan.haha.for god sake,it gross.really really gross.haha.erm erm,actually i dont want to do all those things again but since im a woman,i have to do it for my future husband.hahaha.

so im sorry.i forgot about the next activity.i only remember about mock interview.i didnt do well in the interview.too nervous.actually,i already prepared what to talk during interview,but but because of the nervous,i talk crap throughout the interview and english berterabur macam haram.haha.erm,nevermine.i will practise more before the real interview later.

oh oh,tomorrow maybe i will go to seksyen want to meet my darlings. miss them so much.haha.
okay,thats all for abg want to use this comp.will update more tomorrow.maybe.hehe

Monday, 1 August 2011

you are my forever

 sorry.not in the mood for blogging.will update the blog again soon.sorry.oh oh,happy fasting everyone.hope we can change to be a better person this ramadhan.insyaALLAH.

Tuesday, 28 June 2011

let the world know tjat we can never and ever be separate

its been awhile since i last updated my sorry for left this blog alone for quirt a long time.i already got my exam marks and png too.erm,it still the same like last improvement.i already tried my hard to obtain high marks in every exam but still couldnt.hope i can get straight a+ for this upcoming pra pra trial will start soon.less than a month from now.frankly speaking,im not 100 percent ready yet.just 30 percent ready only.but but,it still okay rather not studying at all right?

my life quiet sucks here.i want the time to fly fast.i do not want to stay here anymore.this school will never be my fave school at all instead it will be the worst school i ever been.i cant be free here.i have to follow the stupid damn rules.those rules just ruin my teenage life.i think most of the students here hate the rules dating allowed,no social,wear socks all the time,go to surau early for maghrib prayer and and a lot more.

yeah,i admit that i am the one who want to be here in the first place.that truly because i didnt expect that my life will become worsen here.i should stay at seksyen 4.its better.a lot more better.i can go to tuition and and i can get my life back like,i have to stay here like staying in a newspaper,no tv and no

erm,someone had just gave me advice regarding couple-ing.i dont like people to give me such kind of advice.i superb hate that.i know couple is wrong but why you have to make it the biggest issue in this school?when people started to give me advices,i will become moody and sometimes i will curse everyone although there arent guilty.please,let me be myself and dont give me any tazkirah.

i want to go home this weekend.spending my precious time at home.i cant stand to be in here anymore.i dont want to go to enight.i dont want inspection.those things are wasting my time.time is gold guys.erm,im too tired.too tired to study,to wash clothes,to wake up early in the mornig.ibu,take me home.

okay,theres a pros and contra in this school.i admit that this school had change me to become a better person.a better muslim day by day.before this,i always shows my middle finger to the boys that i hate.but when i entered here,i started to stop using that finger  again.i mean,stop showing it to the boys la.hehe.however,i still hate this school.fullstop.

okay,the new bwp will be choosen soon.right now,they were struggling to make manifesto and hanging up their poster so everyone can vote for them.teacher asked us to go to dlaks tomorrow so we can hear their manifesto.but but,im too lazy to go there.i rather sleep in my room than going to hear the stupid things.oh im to lazy to vote for them too.i want the old bwp.they are superb amazing.i dont want the new one.

i think thats all for now.i have to print my sivik folio.i will update more soon okay.

to elmo,
i will be yous forever and ever.

Sunday, 12 June 2011

i wont let anyone take you away from me

im going back to tgb in 3 hours more.i will be back again during fasting month.pfft.lama lagi.sem 4 will begin tomorrow.this is the last sem for school.there will be no more school after this.i have to start study hard and prepared for the biggest more playing,no more sleeping in the class.i want to make my parents proud of me.i want to get straight A+ for my trial and spm too.

so i already checked the spm schedule.spm start on 14th november and end on 30th november.okay,i didnt counted the days but i think 150 days left for smp.i think la.i just estimated it.sorry if i given the wrong info.on 1st december,maybe i will lepak lepak with friends until 2 am.haha.

to all my friends especially hanis,t,zana,goodluck in your upcoming exam.aku sayang and rindu korang.we will meet again during raya or after spm.insyaallah.bye,people.will update soon.hehe.

your made me feel like a princess


holidays already over prepared to go back to your school.i want to cry right now.i will miss my home,family,friends and laptop.i will be going back this afternoon.oh oh,i didnt finish up my hw yet.damn.okay okay,gotta finish up my hw.will update again later.

Friday, 10 June 2011

i ain't good for anyone

life is hectic these busy with tuition,hws and and doing house chores and everything.i wish i could rewind back the time to my childhood life where i just lay on the sofa and watching mum did all the house chores.i have no hw at all.pfft.i want to rewind back the time.

during kindergarten,you've learned bout being friends with everybody.we started to have so many good friends and no enemies at all.we learned new topics.learned abc,mathematics,art and other things.we play so may new things with our friends like 'ting ting','kahwin kahwin','congkak' and many more.i still remember when i was five and six years old,i played with my brother's friends.erm,im like a tomboy la when i was still young.i dont have so many girlfriends there.only have 3 or 4 people.we played so many things.every evening we will go to taman and played kejar kejar la.and and the most best moment was when we played mercun and bunga api during ramadhan.

and during primary school,i got a bunch of crazy first primary school is seri bintang utara.i studied there for one years only then i shift to another school.i miss my friends at sbu.i wish we could meet up again.erm,the second school is seksyen 1 bdr kinrara.this was the best school ever.i started to have a crush here,i met my bff here and and i have enemies who turnout to be my friend here.a lot of events happened there.

then,secondary school life.when i was in form 1,i was alone.all of my friends were already shift to another school.i dont have any friends there.i went to recess alone.sat alone in class,everything alone.i try to make new friends but all of them are like shit.then in form 2,hanis came back.i was not alone now.i make new friends and somehow it turn to be my darlings forever.form 3 life was the bomb.learned so many things.fought with some girls.fought with the boys.started to fall in love with someone la.

erm,i dont want to talk bout form 4 and form 5 life cause its bored.i do the same thing everyday secondary school life have taught so many things.i learned to make friends.i learned to choose the right friends.i learned that happiness dont last.i learned that love is not a fairytale.learned bout heart break and being rejected.i learned from my mistakes and get up,right now,i look forward for a new life.look forward for a better future.

when we grow up,we wish we could turn back the time.turn back when the first time we larned to crawl or walk.unfortunately,the time we had are not refundable.we have to learn to appreciate our time.

Thursday, 9 June 2011


im falling to pieces

good morning guys.
first of all,i dont finish my hw yet.a lot more hw must be done before this sunday.someone,please help me.i dont even touch my sej hw yet.damn.when im gonna finish all of this hw.i dont have enough time.with tuition and lot more activities must be done this week.gosh,wish could have 34/7 a day.

erm,time fly too fast.i have to go back to my so-called prison this sunday.i didnt have time to enjoy during this school holidays.busy studying for spm.pfft.spm sucks.trying to destroy my teenage life.look at other countries.they still can enjoy not like us cause they dont have this big examination.bhaha.

okay,i started to miss my friends right tgbian friends.usually every morning,we will have our breakfast together and and going to rocall tgthr too.and and going to surau for maghrib and isyak im alone alone,pray alone and and studying alone.oh,guys.i really miss all of you.

oh oh,i miss ds too.some of you might be wondering what ds right?ds is dewan selera.haha.i miss the food urm so so duh-licious.ayam goreng halia,nasi ayam,ayam paprik,roti canai and the most duh-licious food ever is mushroom soup.argh,im feeling hungry right craving for mushroom soup.ibu,buatkan mushroom soup for wafa eh this breakfast.hee.

okay.gonna off.i have tuition tomorrow.physic and add math.physic start at 10 am till 1 pm.3 hours man.then add math start around 3pm till 5 pm.bye.

Tuesday, 7 June 2011

i wont let you go

i will rarely online for this few days.try to finish up my hw first.oh oh,and im busy with tuition too.full day for tomorrow and the next day.sorry.will update more soon.

Sunday, 5 June 2011

we live not according to reason but according to fashion

fashion.i bet every girls,woman love fashion right.i started to fall in love with fashion since form started when my bestpren forever,hanis introduced me to seventeen magazine.first,i thought that the magazine will be the most boring ,magazine in the world.but im wrong.seventeen magazine is the most tip top magazine it teaches me all about fashion.from 70's fashion to the new era.

during form 3,i usually went to mall for a window shopping so that i can know the new trend in town but now since im studying at a 'prison',i rarely going window shopping.urgh,hate hostel life.few months more.then,BOOM!im free and and i can be a fashion entreprenuer like kak vivy.

okay,so i wanna ask you guys,what is your fave fashion designer?alexander mcqueen or anna sui or karl name it.for me,i choose hatta dolmat.he is very uh-mazing fashion designer.i really admire him since he entered the project runway malaysia.although he didnt win it,but i think he is the famous person among the finalist.

i love to watch celebrity who wear his preetaayy.i wanna meet him and ask him to teach me being a superb fashion designer like him someday.sometimes,i dream about meeting hatta dolmat and work with him.i hope,this could be true.if i want to work with him,i have to make something so that he can pick me.maybe after spm,i will attend fashion classes.maybe.

mummy daddy,please,let my dream come is my passion.i love fashion more than other things.

Friday, 3 June 2011

nobody has made me feel the way you do

erm,i've literally miss my's been 3 months i havent met them.guys,i miss you.every night i dream about all of you.about our moment when in form 3.those moments sometimes make me laugh.i wish i could turn back the time to form 3 life.i hate form 4 and 5 life.its sucks.i cant be free here.i've been control by the school rules.when in form 3,im not the type of girl who always obey the rules.i always break the rules.skipping class,cheating in exam,brought phone to school and fought with some girls.yeah,thats a bad person.really bad person.but somehow,when i entered tgb,i've changed a lot.that changes were killing me.

i hope i can meet my girlfriends next week.hope so.finger a date guys.we will gonna rock the the world next week.

oh yeah,im going to promote about prelove party by obb.its tomorrow at the obb store.there will be 10 different shopaholics that gonna sell their stuff.oh yeah,dont forget to wear the most awesome dress cause there will be a prize from obb for the best come and bring your girlfriends this is their can get a lot more info there.

see you there!

Thursday, 2 June 2011

everything happens for a reason

im back guys.miss me?i just got back from tgb last tuesday.sorry for not updating this kinda lazy.hehe.well,if other government school starts their school hols last saturday but my school starts last tuesday.we have amazing discovery camp.acly the camp is like extra classes.rewind all the form 4 topics.for me,this camp kinda useful.i can learn back all the form 4 topics.

last tuesday we have a bbq night.i only took some food then went back dad pick me up early.he told that nobody will pick me up on wednesday since he have to go to perlis.erm,acly i forgot to say gdbye to my friends.i forgot to hug them.aww,really miss them especially hanie and faqi.i brought a lot of books to home.from buku gemuk to buku dad kinda mad at me because he said that if i brought back the book,i still not studying at home.pfft.ayah,i will study la.i already bukan wafa yang dulu la.

so last wednesday,went out with ibu and adik to sunway.the aim is to buy a lot lot of shirts and dresses and shoes and bags but i only bought one shirt from cotton on.i wanna buy more frm f21 but my mum said no need cause i already have a lot of shirts.oh,damn.those shirt are so pretty.nevermine,i will go back and buy it with my friends later.then,we went to subang parade since ibu wanted to buy her stuff there.i only bought body shop lotion only total spending is below rm150 only.oh,i will make sure that i will get to buy f21 shirts.

erm,i think i've gained weight already.i have to start kinda jealous with skinny people.they can wear anything but still look small and awesome.not like me.i have to find black shirt or dress so that i can look a lil bit skinny.haha.i have to exercise everyday.starting from aim right now is to lose 10kgs more in just 3 months.yeah you can do it,wafa.

as you can see,i already make some changes to my blog.the sparkling cursor,youtube video and the kinda bored with old ones.maybe i will make some changes soon.maybe if im not too lazy to do it.

Tuesday, 10 May 2011

put your hands in the air and laugh out loud

so yeah.based on the title,thats what we do during english period.miss molly asked us to do this.this is actually fadilah's idea.she said that we can relese our stress by doing things.its true.i can relese my stress after study add math by doing this.go on and try people.hehe

erm,im kinda online-ing at psi right now.actually i dont want to online today.i want to study but since i have to do resume,i grab the chance to online right now.hehe.i will not be online again after this cause i have mid term exam next week.bold the word.MID TERM EXAM.its kinda important exam for me and my friends here since we have to get atleast 3.5 and above for our pointer.i hope i can get 3.5 and above.pray for me,guys.

so one week of sem holiday will be taken for pecutan spm.argh,hate that.but nevermine.i have to sacrifice for this year year i dont have to struggle for spm anymore.hee.the pecutan spm start on friday.and the best thing during pecutan spm is bbq night.yeah yeah.i've been wanting for bbq night since last!

okay,i have to go right now.i have to print the resume.oh oh,wish me luck for my mid term exam next week.

Monday, 9 May 2011

i will not fall asleep until you say i love you

well,im going back to tgb around 7pm.yeah,quite late qoing back with dad cant sent me there.he's working today.erm my mid term exam will be in just few days not revise anything yet.just revising physic only.feeling the nerves right now.

i hope i can get 3.5 for this sem.hope so.pray for me guys.and and to all my s4 friends,goodluck with your exam.hope you guys can get straight a+.

tamat latihan is finally over

yeah, more koq after this .no more ppi meeting after now,let me tell you guys a lil bit about tamat latihan last friday.tamat latihan started around 8.30 pm.we have a lot of event were held on that day.merentas halangan,kawad,pertolongan cemas,ikatan tali,perbarisan,kebombaan and and perkhemahan.luckily,for kawad,we got last everybody who enter other event than kawad,bergegas to change their clothes and enter kawad comp.haha.

i prayed to god so that we can do well in this kawad and managed to beat pbsm but but we lose.our kawad were superb berterabur.i nearly cried because of the berterabur thingy.after few weeks berlatih and this is what we got.damn.erm,nevermine.lets talk bout something else.

oh oh,we managed to TWO events last friday.merentas halangan and pertolongan cemas.alhamdullillah,guys.great job.oh,pkbm won the best persatuan ever.congrats.

im going back to tgb late tomorrow.tumpang shiqeen.hehe.

Saturday, 7 May 2011

happy mother's day

dear ibu,
im not your perfect daughter.i always break your rules.sometimes,i dont even follow your orders.i always lie to you.i lie about my exam marks because i scared that you will scold me.sorry ibu.there were also times when i rather hangout with my friends than you.whenever you want me to accompany you to shop,i always give reasons that i want to meet my friends.and times when i mad at you but it didnt mean that i hate you.

you have a lot of reasons to be mad at me but you've always try not to be mad at me or even hated me.because i know,you really love me.i know i always mad at you more that you ever mad at sorry.maybe,im too emotional ibu.

you are the first person i called when i need help in my studies,health and knows everything from A to give me useful advices so that i can be a better person in the always backup me when i've been scolded by ayah.

you've done everything a great mother could ever do,thx ibu.

i know everything you've set as a barrier for me is a sign of your protection and love.ibu,i LOVE you.


you make me smile like a bird

guess what?im back.hehe.finally.i miss home really really,i already started feeling homesick last 2 weeks like last year.idk why im feeling so homesick.everyday i would call my mum or dad and and sometimes i even cry because i miss my home.

there are so many activities started last week till today.from mentor mentee to tamat latihan.urgh,im so tired and stress.the mentor mentee was awesome.i learnt so many new things from my mentor,Ami,the 4 flat girl.oh oh,tamat latihan is over already.finally,guys.there will be no more we can start to concentrate on our studies.

i will be write more soon.maybe tomorrow.kinda busy today cause wanna make mother's day card.hehe

Thursday, 21 April 2011



just a quick post.currently at psi.acly i have to finish up doing my add math hw but im stuck here and online-ing and and blogging.haha,nevermine.i will stay up to do the hw.

so right now im just gonna wish someone's birthday.hehe.its aiman's birthday today.HAPPY BIRTHDAY,AIMAN.may all your wish come true.i will give your present later eh,aiman.hehe.oh oh,goodluck during SUPER tomorrow,aite!

oh oh,last thing.hep just told us during rocal this morning that we gonna get free CELCOM i dont have to call my parent using maxis simcard.i have celcom.i can save my topup.hehe.

okay,thats all.quick post.hehe.will be updating my blog again next time.

Tuesday, 19 April 2011

love is in the air


right now,im online-ing at psi.i spent my prep hours for online and not for studying or doing hw at all.hehe.i just got some of my exam results yesterday and today.alhamdulillah,praise to God,my marks are quite better than last now i just have to try to keep on getting high marks for sem 1 exam.the exam will be start in lest than 3 weeks more.gosh,i better start studying and revise all form 4 chapters.if not,it will be hard for me to get high marks in exam and obtain 3.5 for my png.

so last night,i was thinking about my future.what will i be in the future?can i achieve all my dreams in the future?will i be a biotechnologist or not?hmm,maybe some of you guys might be saying that why i have to think about it,why dont i think about my spm.well,like my dad always says to me,we have to think our future right now.dont start thinking about it after will be hard for us to look for jobs if we start thinking about it after spm.if we can think our future right now,we can target what will happen next.whether we can get our dream or not.

spm will be start less than 7 months totally not ready yet.i was enjoying my life like the will be no spm for me this year.i spent out my hols last week hangout with aiman,went out to boy some things with my family and online-ing.i keep on remind myself to start studying but i couldnt do that.idk why.maybe hasutan syaitan.haha.

oh,thank God that i will have extra classes during this mid sem i dont have to waste my time doing stupid things at home.and and my mum already said to me maybe i have tuition this upcoming hols.i can only spent my time hangout with friends and aiman for at least 1 or 2 days only.hmm, year kan ada.hehe.

okay,i better get frind want to use this comp.will update this blog later.maybe this thursday or maybe next week.

Sunday, 17 April 2011

let the wind blew your mind


im gonna write as fast as i could.i have to go back to tgb in less than one hour now.holidays are over and and get ready to rock your study.goodbye guys.see you next hols.maybe on 2nd june i will be back home since i have extra classes on the first week of schl hols.

will miss you.

what you see is not always real

yesterday was superb awesome day.went out with aiman,watching movie and and jalan jalan with him.thx aiman for everything.really appreciate it.met some tgbians friends there too.

oh,talking bout tgb,i have to go back to hell in less than 24 hours more.god,HELP me.i dont want to live there anymore.i just want to stay at home and and online everyday and watching movie every night,please.there are so any rules in there.i cant even follow each and every couple-ing,no tudung bawal,no short socks and and lots more.ibu,please take me home every two weeks.hehe.

erm,i will miss my blog afterthis.will rarely online for about one month.if i have times,i will go to psi and update this blog,okay.oh,i already bought spec just now at giant.will be wearing it maybe after labour day since its not perfectly done yet.

Friday, 15 April 2011

i will keep you on my mind


im baacck!hehe.went home yesterday cause of the melaka bersejarah thingy.hehe.finally,this hols i can rela my hw you teachers for not giving hw.its been awhile i didnt update my blog.miss kinda busy in tgb.everyday we have hw to be done.but nah,nevermine.8 months more.after this,you dont have to do your hw anymore.hehe.yipeee!

oh well,i have to wear specs.i cant see really well in class.even when i seat in front still cant see anything.i have to asked my friends everytine teachers wrote smthg on the board.erm,i will be nerdy girl after this.haha.

so today i have photoshoot taken by me,myself.haha.its not a real mag photoshoot.just just erm how to describe eh.haha.erm,wtv.took a lot of photos since its been awhile i took pictures.damn miss the slr camera.hehe.

okay,i have to stop now.wanna watch movie.

Thursday, 24 March 2011


just a quick post since its nearly 10.30 i would like to congrats to all the guys have done a great job.well done.erm,so yesterday went out early since hea asked us to meet our beloved last year batch to asked their recipe in achieving good results in spm.

im too lazy to ask anyone since im too hungry that time.hehe.erm just got news from my friends only bout the tgb tgb got 2nd place frm all the mrsm.pc was first.and and we got THIRD in malaysia.pc first,saser second.our gps also really really good.we got 0.914.i think so.and and pc got 0.82 smthg.oh oh,we will beat you pc this year.

and and 8 people got staright a+ and and 250 people got straight a' right.erm,congrats again.batch 09/10 is the superb power batch.this is the best spm results after 4 years.and maybe this year we will be the best too.insyaallah.pray for my batch,aite.

to all form 5 batch 10/11,you have to work really really hard to beat form 5 last year results.we have to beat pc,we have to get no 1 in mrsm and malaysia.chaiyok chaiyok!i know our results are not so good for sem 2 and upss 1 exam,but but we have a lot of exam do your best,TGBians.we might have lost the war last year but the battle will NEVER AND EVER end.
remember our tgb motto guys,WE WILL STRIVE FOR INFINITE EXCELLENCE!

lets rock the trial mara and and SPM!let make all of our teachers proud of us like last year batch.let make a new history that new generations will remember.lets rock our future.lets rock,TGBIANS!now,im proud to be a tgbians although i hate that school very very much.

oh oh,and again,CONGRATS to all who obtain straight a+ and and straight a's guys are our hero now.muah.

Sunday, 20 March 2011

goodbye is the hardest word to say


im going back to jasin in just few more hours.oh,mummy.i dont want to go back to jasin.i wanna stay here.i wanna study at seksyen 4.please please please.

erm,goodbye guys.maybe i will not blogging in one month.dont miss me.muah muah.

domo domo domo

birthday wishlist


i already promise with you guys that i wanna post about my birthday wishlist, erm my birthday will be n a few days more.wait wait,8 days,so fast maa.and and i will be 17 in just 8 days.yahhoo!so why im happy being a 17 y/o teenage girl?spm?no no,absolutely happy because this year i can get a driving liscene already.yeah yeah.

okay,sorry for the intro.too excited,maybe.erm,im gonna write as fast as i can cause im going back to mah here are some of my wish that i want want really really want for my birthday.hope i can get all of it.but if i can get it,erm year kan ada.hehe.

the new lady collection,swatch.ayah,please buy this for me.

macarons.ibu,i want this this.

polaroid camera.ow,i've been wanting this since last year

domo and sneakers.wish someone can give me big domo.

owl necklace

top from dorothy perkins

oxford flat,oh freaking gorgeous

singapore pictures :)

so here are some of the singapore pictures.hope you guys enjoy sorry im too lazy to arrange the pictures.hehe.sorry.