listen to me not her

hey,guys.so february is coming.haha.i love february.haha.okay,accly im not in the mood for blogging.idk why but im kinda moody tday.maybe because of add math.haha.ya,as i told u bfr,add math make me crazy right.haha.

okay,tday got grammy award but i cant watch it since i go to school.i hope taylor swift win the award.haha.im kinda admire taylor swift right now.i hope i can skip school tmrw.oh,yg ddk wilayah mesti best kan cause they are on holiday tmrw.why selangor x cuti ni.haha.i want to watch the grammy award.n tmrw i will come back home late since form 4 n form 5 habis sklh pkl 1.50 pm.oh,i wish tmrw i can come home early tmrw.wow,theres a lot of wish,wafa.haha.

okay,i think its already late now.im sleepy but my lil sis still jaga lagi.okay,gtg.night.

my head turn round and round

my face look really pale.haha

hey,hi n hola guys.its already late now but im not so sleepy yet.im currently using my mum laptop right now.so,hey.i've just got back from my cousin's house.im visiting my uncle there.oh,zaf.sorry for not giving u my new url.sorry.dont get mad.haha.nanti cepat tua la.okay,this evening my family n i went to uncle abu house.ada birthday party for his lil son.n auntie su masak all the food.n the food there all really delicious.if i live there of course i will getting fatter n fatter n fatter since the food really really delicious.from pie to pizza to fried rice.semua sedap gila.thx auntie su for the delicious dish.

oh,tmrw my brother will be in kl.i mean tday since its already 12.36 am.yay!but he will not coming home since he has rugby tournament.oh,faris if u read this,i just wanna say goodluck.hope u guys win again like last year.erm,idk yet whether to watch my brother playing rugby or not since i have a lot of hw to do.tuition lagi.oh,n my add math also not finish yet n it really killing me.n miss singam asked us to find bout indian lagi.urgh,so lot of hw.maybe im not going tmrw kot.

okay,gtg.i wanna go to sleep now.everybody is sleeping n left me in the living hall.oh,not downstair but upstair since my living hall is upstair.okay,bye.

the same love that makes me laugh makes me cry

morning.tday i woke up early.pkl 9 dah bangun.i know its not early but for me its too early.haha.anak dara suka bangun lambat.ohoh,i love today was a fairytale song by taylor swift.n i cant wait for the valentine's day movie.really cant wait for it.i hope i can watch the movie with all of my darlings.yay,x kanla nak tengok that movie with my family.of course my siblings dont want to watch that movie,right.

oh,i need a new shoes n new handbags now.like urgent.i know i have a lot of shoes n handbags but i want it to be match with my clothes.barula cantik,right.haha.maybe my mum will be mad at me cause baru one month beli handbag n kasut baru.oh,i like wasting my money dengan benda x berfaedah.haha.im kinda a shopaholic person.pantang nampak benda cantik nak beli.haha.

oh,im craving for prosperity burger.if campur dengan last year that mean i've been eating prosperity burger for the sixth time.haha.its really delicious.if nampak je mcd mesti beli punya whether im already eat or not.haha.im getting fatter now.

okay,gtg.nak habiskan hw add math.bye.

so come baby girl let's sing with me

hey,this one specially to yang dapat asrama.shazana,hazwani,farihin,ayna,faiz nazim,syafiq n akmal.oh,before that.i want to apologise for wht i have done before.so see u guys this chinese new year,babeyh.

hey,little shortie!

our last memories together

hey,guys.tday was fun n a sad day.n tday is the last day for hazwani n shazana before they go to sbp.oh,i will miss u guys so much.schl tadi im so lazy to concentrate what the teachers said except add math la since add math a bit hard.oh,after recess tadi we all took our pic at anjung c as memories.nasib baik aimi bawak camera right.thx aimi!then,dah start drama tangisan air mata.haha.n i never thought that t will cry.oh,t.second time tuh.haha.so we all starting to cry n cry n cry.like baby.haha.but,we dont care bout it.nak cakap pun cakap la.then,time bio x masuk class n lepak at bilik guru n baca galaxy mag kat bilik guru tuh.haha.nobody scold us.yeah,even puan muruguama.haha.then,balik.

so after that around 3 pm we went to aladin.n t brought along her camera n video cam.oh,n dapat tengok muka abg t.wow,handsome la t macam k.haha.then ontheway to aladin t asked us to act like buat trek selebriti la.so we all buat n sambil tu boleh gelak n gelak lagi.haha.n ontheway we took our pic la video cam la.haha.everybody like watching us.then,sampaila di aladin.n order order n eat eat eat n took pics took pics took pics.

then gerak padang bukit.took pics lagi n video cam lagi.n we sang a lot of songs.lagu cinta terakhir,white horse,kenangan terindah,taubat n many more.oh,after that perigi reflexology kaki la n makan ice cream.haha.tday was fun.n then my mum call n asked to balik rumah since its already 6.30 pm.before that we want to have drama tangisan air mata lagi but x keluar lagi air mata.then when my mum arrived barulah keluar air mata.oh,i hate perpisahan ni.i wish we can go to same school n can gelak sama2 balik.but guys,we can see each other next time right.cuti nanti lepak lagi macam ni nak?oh,im gonna miss u guys a lot.

oh,shaz just text me n she said that farihin will go to tekni sepang this monday.oh,why everybody seems leaving us.farihin,i frgt to say goodbye to u since i x tahu u will be going to teknik this monday.aww,kesian syazmeera aka ning meera.her bff dah pergi teknik.but,nvm syazmeera.u still have us.okay,gtg.my dad dah balik ni.

u gonna get something from me

oh,hey.tday i post for 2 times already.so hey.someone make me mad right now.i know la u r so jealous of me.x payah la ko nk pi canang satu sklh yg aku n kwn2 aku ni jahat kan.n x payah la nak canang kat blog ko jugak.but at least kiteorg lagi pandai dari ko kan.aku kenal sangat la dengan ko.dah la kuat pembohong la suka putar belitkan cerita la n so on.but aku pelik la apsl la gang yang perasan popular ko tu percaya sangat kat ko.aku rasa la derong tu buta kot.nak kata orang tu la ni la.but ko sendiri x perasan sikap ko tu kan.nak kata orang jahat macam la ko tu x jahat kan.nak kata org desperate nak ada bf mcm la ko tu ada gf kan.oopps,lpa.ko kan gay mna nak ada gf.lain kali jangan jaga tepi kain orang.jaga tepi kain ko tu dulu.x payah la ko nak bajet alim sangat kan.konon nak tunjuk muka innocent padahal dosa punyala berlambak-lambak.aku rasa la setan berlambak keliling kat badan ko kan.ko n gang ko tu x payah la nak bajet alim.mentang2 la org baru nak terima ko itupun sebab ko ada apa yang derong nak.it means derong nak gunakan ko utk dpt apa yg derong nak bukannya nak kawan dengan ko sangat pun.hmm,x tau la apa nak jadi dengan ko.aku rasa if ko teruskan gak sikap macam ni sampai ke tua x kahwin kot.haha.nanti jadi antartu.haha.faham2 kan je la ye.

live today for tomorrow it will all be history

u bitch!

hey,guys.somebody just cmmnt smthg on this blog.okay,u guys can read it on the previous post.i think i know who wrote that.okay,u r so bapak perasan eh.x de sapa suka sama lu la.ko jangan nak pura2 boleh x?ko ingat aku ni takut sangat dengan ko.aku kenal sangat sapa tulis tu.asal ko x bg tau je nama sbnr ko?takut sgt?lain kali kalau nk comment org letak la nama skali baru dipanggil berani kan.ini x.urgh,lantak la ko nak cakap apa ke asal kan ko x menyusahkan aku sudah.oh,thx for care kan aku selama ni.





oh,tmrw got agama.i hate agama a lot since ustaz always calling my name even i x salah apa2 pun.n he always jatuhkan maruah org.n everybody laugh at me.oh,malu gila la.i think ustaz x layak digelar ustaz.oh,mesti org tu happy kan cause i kene dimalukan by ustaz n digelak olh org.suka kan ko bila org perli aku.after this i hope ustaz can change his attitude yang suka malukan org.n cuba ustaz fikir balik if i yang malukan dia.apa perasaan dia.sakit hatikan.fine,maybe today is ur day but tmrw gonna be my day ustaz.dah la ustaz always talk bout privacy things n all that.cakap benda2 lucah.cuba kalau ada org cakap benda lucah kat dia.marah x?i know x baik cakap ustaz macam tu but if u r in my place u will know why i say like that.





okay,gtg.im not done yet with my hw.bye.

i never thought i had a fight with you

halo,bloggers.ya,i know its late already but duh,wht do i care.its my own blog la.okay,move on.hey,i've just apologised to him just now.n now we are 0-0.nobody win n nobody lose.haha.oh,n thx to darling hanis for answering his call tdi eventhough kene marah dengan him.anyway,thx so much darl.okay,i dont want to talk bout the fight anymoore since i hate fighting.as u guys already knows i've been through a lot of fight during 09.so,right now.i think i want to stop fighting with anyone cause it makes my head round n round.

oh,miss singam just asked us to do our ulbs randomly without hafal-ing anything.urgh,i know im not soo good in english n im really nervous cause she's very strict.i hate speaking in front of the class since im a shy girl.haha.but i think i should give a try.we learn from our mistake,right.so why not we should give a try.miss singam asked us to talk bout races,i think so la.n i think im gonna to talk bout indian.haha.i think its easy than chinese.okay okay,move on.

oh,im totally forgot to do my add math.i better do it now or pn lee will mad.add math makes me crazy.im like squezzing my brain to find the answer.oh,im totally gonna be dead tmrw since its a lot.okay,calm wafa.just tiru orang je nanti.haha.oh,i've just remember bout i think a phrase or maybe not."dont say dead before u try" n i saw this at bio lab or physics.cant remeber.its totally true.haha.everybody including me will say 'matilah' when they found a tough questions.its true right.haha.

tmrw i will be fasting.yeaahh!eventhough i hate fasting but half of my friends are fasting so i think i wanna join them.okay,better go n finish my hw n get sleep now or tmrw x dapatla den nak bgn sahur.haha.night2 everyone.

two is better than one

oh,finally i deleted him at ms just now.ahh.im so happy.i dont want to see his face anymore or text him or call him.he's so rude n not kind-hearted.yeaah,i regret being ur friend.kononnya "i need someone to guide me,i hope my dream come true".huh?wht?i think baik u x pyh buat statement mcm ni since u ske girl yg clubbing right.so baik x pyh mcm tu.

n u igt i ni x blh cri org lain n desperate sgt nak dekat kawan u tu?huh,no.i x sedesperate tu okay.there are many fishes in the sea.omg,why i jadi kwn u.n why i nak sgt jmpa u.i think if i x jmpa u smua ni x kan terjadi.

but,i still believed in ALLAH.maybe its takdir,right.n i know one day nnt u terima blsnnya.i really hate u right now.idk know how to frgt u cause i never thought u blh sekurg ajr mcm ni.i hope u happy with ur life skrang n starting on tday,we no longer friends anymore.oh oh,n i harap u dapat berubah n menyesal ats sikap u one day nnt.

i think i want to be alone for quite long time n i dont need anyone right now.penat nak layan karenah lelaki ni.

i honestly believe in you

hey,hey guys.okay,so balik sklh tdi trrus check ph n somebody just text me.he said that "sorry,i cant help u n ur friend cause kwn i ckp u bru nk naik."gosh!so rude man.macam la ur friend tu anak raja ke ank tan sri ke bru la respect skit kan.oh,i also know why ur friend ckp macam tu.its because im wearing 'tudung' right.okay,i know im not suitable for u guys but pls la jaga hati perempuan skit.girls too sensitive man.dlu u jgk yg kte dont break girl heart,but apa ni?

i know u guys like clubing person,yang sosial n of course yg kaya n hot right.im sorry im not the type of girl that u guys want.for what i jadi macam tu.lagi dosa adlh kan.n i know girl yg pkai 'tudung' ni x hot n x cantik.n girl yang pkai 'tudung' ni x semulia girl yang pergi clubbing n drinking.oh,gosh.i hope u guys berubah one day nnt.

n i x sangka u blh sekrg ajr mcm ni kan afif.i thought u ni baik kan.but,no.im wrong.so girl yang dekat luar tu jgn percaya sgt dgn laki mcm ni.nmpk baik but accly jahat nk mati.i think thats all for now.thx for being my friend afif but i really hate u.

im gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well

good evening,bloggers.oh,i really miss 3 tekun a lot.yeah,u've guys must be wondering why i miss 3t.when in 3t,the teachers was superb tmbh2 lagi cg yusshida.the class was happening.friends yang caring n always make me laugh.the hw lesser than form 4.the subjects are easier than form 4.and thats why i love being in 3t.

now in f4 theres a lot of hw.theres a lot of subjects yang kene hafal.the teachers not so good n not so bad.n two of my friends will be going to sbp next week.but yang bestnya f4 is dapat balik awal.haha.isnt that good?

oh,my mum ask me to do her blog.im like wht?ibu nk buat blog jugak.haha.but shes not telling bout her stories at her blog just she want to sell telekung je.oh,im kinda not in the good mood right now.its because of him.i keep repeating listening to white horse.i've already told u before right?oh,cant wait this 1st february.gtg,bye.

i was a dreamer before you went and let me down

heey,hi n hello guys.i know its late already. but wht do i care bout it.i've just love blogging when im sad or when im happy.whoop-de-do.so hey,i've already told u guys before that if someone mess up with me i will balas balik 100%.so please dont mess up with me,okay.

so just now i've got tuition for chemist n physic.hanis n i cme dgr teacher ckp sparuh je n yg lain asyik sembang smpi x igt dunia.msg with him at tuition.n im asking him whether his friend single or not.if single blh la msk line.haha.im look like desperate sgt.haha.but,wht do i care.whoop-de-do.its my life,okay.dah la kene reject cause im wearing 'tudung' la.urgh,i was like.wht?x ske girls yg pki 'tudung'.mcm la org pki 'tudung' x blh bergaya right?but,nvm.i've already forget bout him.maybe theres no chemistry between us.so to him,u pnye kwn baik eh.siap ckp dont broke girl heart again.ur friend pandai jaga hati girls ni,ye.not like u.

okay,stop talking crap.im just pissed off.oh,i wish i could have a guy that understand me n not judge a book by its cover.oh,i wish i could shift to private school n get a hot guy.haha.just kidding.oh,n im fall in love with white horse song.its so lovely.yeah!theres no agama tmrw so x pyh nk tgk muke meow yg gatal nk mati tu.haha.okay,till then.its already midnight.oh,before i frgt,to him:i will never n ever give u a second chance eventhough u begging me.goodnight guys!

im not a princess,this aint a fairytale

hey,guys.im so sorry i cant post bout the makeover party this moment.maybe some other days,okay.im too freakin lazy right now.hw banyak sangat.

so,hey.i've just found a video from youtube.the song is white horse by taylor swift.this song like ada kene mengena with my life right now.to the guy,i will never n ever give u second chance anymore.whoop-de-do.okay,just enjoy the song,okay.oh,whose that guy is none of ur bussiness.haha.im sorry,its just my privacy,okay.

im not a clubing person

hey,everyone.sorry for the late update.my internet sucks.it getting worse n worse.so,hey.i've just got back from seventeen makeover party.so,it was a blast.happening gila.i think maybe the next post i will tell u bout the party.kinda busy n tired tday.

oh,gtg.want to remove my makeup now before going to sleep.bye.

hey,guys.just got back from latihan road run.wow,im freakin tired now.like hell.dah la setahun x lari pastu terus nak lari.so the result is my stomach really2 pain right now.macam nak pecah je.but,it was really fun.its been so long x libatkan diri dalam aktiviti sklh.this year,the road run will be more longer than last year.n this year also masuk kwsn perumahan.so,yeah.dapat jugak usha orang lain.haha.then,lalu rumah shazana n jerit nama die la but dia x dengar la.so,nvm.maybe she's busy kot.

so tday for the first time after 4 years in sms4bk,i finally pinjam buku library.so before this x pernah pinjam langsung n x teringin nak pinjam since i've a lot of books at home yang x bersentuh lagi.haha.i pinjam pun because of miss singam.she want us to do book review so she asked us to borrow a book at library.so terpaksala borrow.

oh,tday also i register for tuition at meridien.yeah,finally dapat jugak tuition cause i didnt get any offer to sbp so my mum said just tuition je la.so,hanis.wait for me,ya.okay,i gtg now.its 7.16pm.nak solat n get ready for tuition.daa everyone.

please dont stop the music

morning,guys.so accly im hungry right now.nthg to eat cause all of my family went to taman n my mum also didnt cook this morning.so,hey.i dont want to be sad anymore.maybe there's no luck for me at sbp n im currently waiting for mrsm.there's a lot of intake more.so no need to worry,wafa.so today im sick.demam,selsema n batuk.i hate that.dah la tmrw got latihan road run.i really2 want to go to latihan road run.nak kurus la katakan.so if im really sick maybe i will not going to latihan road run.

yesterday,went to subang parade.the aim is to buy my slr camera.but i didnt bought it yet since i will think it first whether to buy canon or nikon.hmm,my dad suggested me to buy canon eos1000d cause it cheaper n there are a loott of functions than nikon d3000.yesterday nikon d3000 had no stock so i cant compare both cameras.so,i've just to wait next week or maybe next two weeks till the stock come.but,nvm.i think i want to buy canon eos 1000d.i've already read the camera review in the internet n it way better than nikon.it has live view,the colour more better n it cheaper too.not too cheap.but it cost only rm2100++.n nikon d3000 cost rm2399,i thinkso after this,i would like to be schl photographer.haha.

then,we went to makcik lela's house aka my cousin's house since makngah jah n kak ita ada.so kiranya melawat la before makngah jah n kak ita went back to pinang.zafirah ada tunjuk some pictures from the internet.n one of them is kulit jari terputus akibat cincin tersekat ketika main boling.ouch,it seem really2 hurts a lot.i really2 afraid to play boling anymore.then,eat dinner that kak wini had cook.plus the air asam that makngah jah buat.yummy,its really2 delicious.oh,im craving air asam n ikan bakar now.haha.

after that,we watch laskar pelangi.this story is from indonesia n its based from the novel 'laskar pelangi'.the story really2 good n i reall2 love it.now i know why this story won anugerah apa ntah.cant remember.then,balik rumah n sekali lagi x dapat jumpa aira n kak linda.

so thats all for now.gtg to take a bath.haha.

to all my darlings,this song for u guys.
to shazana n hanis,aku thu ni favourite song korang.
im also fall in love with this song.
so,enjoy the song.



Kau cinta pertamaku
Kau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa
Menafikan kasih kita

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Chorus
Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Ulang Chorus

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan

Ulang Chorus

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya segalanya

Ulang Chorus

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan

you are not suitable for me

hey.im not in the mood right now.guess what?i x dpt msk utk sbp.im way too sad right now.all of my friends,i mean those who got 8a's dapat pergi sbp.why they dont choose me.i really really want to go to sbp since im in standard 4.sigh,maybe ada hikmah di sebaliknya.i want to shift to another school right now.i really really hate that school.i cant wait anymore.i hope my father can give me to shift to another school.

90%budak melayu in my class dapat sbp such as ayna,syafiq,akmal,faiz nazim,shazana,hazwani n arina.congrats to them.school tdi pun macam x de mood.after my father text me that i didnt get to any boarding school n my friends dapat,i trus nangis.yeah,this is what i really really wanted.this is my dream n i didnt get any.nangis tu sampai satu hari pulak tu.memang macam nak pitam cause banyak sangat keluar air mata.urgh,if somebody yang ada orang dalam ke ape ke please help me cause i really really wanted to go to sbp since standard 4 lagi.please la.

to darling shazana n hazwani,jaga diri elok2 ya kat sana nnt.bila cuti nanti kita jumpa gak.i will always remember our memories together.so jgn nangis lg n think bout ur future guys.rezeki dpan mata terima je.jgn tolak,x baik tau.iloveuguyssomuch.banyak kenangan manis kita bersama.aku x kan lupa bila kita kumpul sama2 n gelak sampai satu sklh blh dengar.pergi giant sama2.buat kerja sama2.kenangan makan dekat koperasi.kenangan kita pergi tidur kat bilik kesihatan sampai dua kali.kenangan gaduh dengan kelas sblh.kenangan gossip tentang artis tu la artis ni la.kenangan cakap pasal politik.kenangan nyanyi sama2.kenangan suka dekat budak tu la ni la.kenangan tolong cikgu.kenangan kita gaduh.kenangan kita jumpa akim af.kenangan pergi pavi.kenangan 'undertable bread'.kenangan kita ambl pmr.kenangan di kem banyu manis n kem di sklh tu.kenangan berkhemah kat sklh.kenangan usha si K.macam2 ada.banyak sangat.lepas ni sape nak buat aku gelak dah.sape nak gossip dengan aku lagi.but,aku redha.aku relakan korang pergi cause this is ur future.so baik korang pergi.jangan risaukan tentang kiteorang kat sini.dari awal hingga akhir post ni aku teringatkan kenangan manis kiteorang dan dari tu jugak aku nangis sampai skrang.walaupun aku x sanggup biarkan korang pergi tapi aku terpaksa akur dengan keadaan itu.thanx for eveything guys.if aku ada buat salah apa2,maafkan aku.

rumah terbuka shaz

get your fucking own life,man!

hello,guys.im in bad mood now.idk why everyone like to kutuk-ing me about what im wearing,my school uniform,my bag,what i wrote in my blog n anything else.urgh,maybe something wrong with he/she.maybe he/she jealous of me.haha.maybe..but i cant stand this anymore.i just want some revenge to this he/she for what he/she has done to me n my friends for almost 3 years.but when i think back,there will be a lot of problem n dendam also salah satu amalan syaitan.haha.yeah,its true.so i think i shld be patient since there are 2 or 3 months left before i shifting to another school.

the school is okay but the pupils there are so berlagak.so i will keep all of the pupils have done to me n my friends in my head.n i will remember that entire of my life.

so nak kutuk pasal blog aku.kutuk la.aku x kisah cause ko bukannya ada hak atas blog aku ni.nak kata aku pakai tudung pendek.x kisah la daripada ko yang x pakai tudung tu.cermin diri sendiri dulu ye.nak kata aku tiru korang.x kisah la.aku bukannya pakai duit korang.aku pakai duit mak bapak aku.nak kata aku ni usha korang.x kisah la.korang ingat aku ni nak usha sangat ke korang.muka macam budak sosial,nak suruh aku usha konon.x de masa la aku nak usha korang.nak kata aku kutuk ko.x kisah la.macam la ko sorang yang ada nama tu.nak kata aku ni sombong,lupa kawan.x kisah la.macam ko x lupa kawan gak.nak kata aku bawak bekal macam budak kecik.x kisah la.aku thu la korang lapar sangat n jealous aku ada mknn.haha.nak kata aku ni pakai tudung tapi bajet alim.kata la.x kisah pun.aku rasa ko tu terlampau alim.skrang ni,aku x kisah la apa yg korang cakap.wafa x kisah.haha.lantak korang la nak cakap apa pun.yang penting aku bahagia n enjoy cukup.oh,thank you very much cause korang benar2 care tntg aku.aku buat apa pun korang sentiasa perhatikan.thank u.

thanx to my darlings for the advises.u guys such a wonderful friends.love ya.

i hate you entire of my life

hey n hello people.so tday is the second weeks of school.so there must be a loot n a loot of hw to be done.yeah,im already sick of hw since im still in holiday mood till know.mentang2 dah habis pmr la katakan.now,i hate form 4's subjects.its hard.add math baru buat 2 qns pun dah strees.physics,chemist n bio.wow,its too much for me.but,nvm.i will make it easy.as easy as abc.

i want to go for tuition at meridian but my parents didnt let me go because of asrama thingy.urghh,wht can i do.i've just to wait for asrama.so this evening i went for bi tuition at chu li's house.so she showed me some of essay of the form 5 last year.wow,their language n everythink was superb superb good n i think i cant do better than that.n chu li also ask me to write an essay just like wht the form 5 have done.urgh,idk how to do that since i always lack of ideas when im writting an essay.n she also want the essay to be long enough.i think i better write now before my ideas gone.

sorry guys,i think thats all for now.idk why nowdays,i always wrote short para.hmm,maybe im too lazy enough right now.so,see u guys later.

sometimes i hate you but sometimes i love you

heello,everyone.im sorry for the late update.im too lazy and also i dont have enough time.hmm,first week of school kinda fun n this week also i laugh a lot.yeah,my friends already same class with me so everyday we must laugh a lot.sampai satu kelas boleh dengar.i wish darling atiqah same class with us.mesti lagi gelak besar punya.

okay,change topic.last 3 days my dad,my mum n i just talking bout my eldest brother.they said,now my eldest brother start to kurang ajar with them like tinggikan suara n others.then,they also said that im also kurang ajar with them n lagi teruk daripada my brother.hhmm,i've already do what they want n what they asked.but unfortunately they have just said that im more kurang ajar to them than my brother.i cried every night before i go to sleep.im just too sad.idk why they said like that to me.but,i redha.i think they love my eldest brother more than me.sigh.maybe this new year will be new me.

hmm,lets move on.this year kementerian change our bm n bi novels.n this year the novel more interesting more to teenage novel.i really really love the novel.the one that i love more is bm novel call 'papa'.this novel really interesting n fun to read.n im also cried when reading this novel.it touch my feeling.i suggest to the form 4 that u guys must read this novel.rugi kalau tak baca.

i think thats all for now.see u guys later.

happiness is a choice that requires effort at times

heeeyyy,guys.tday is the first day of school.i thought that the first day will be kinda awesome but im wrong.tday is the most boring day ever.my friends not same class with me.im in 4s1 n hanis is in4s2 n atiqah,shazana n hazwani in 4sp1.4s1 n 4s2 sebelah2 je but for 4sp1 dekat bawah sekali pulak tu.jauh pulak nak cari teman gosip.but,nah..nanti ada rombakan kelas balik.

n i also will shifting to another school maybe next month if i didnt get to any boarding school.malas duduk dekat school tu lagi since banyak sangat budak yang perasan 'popular' n suka copycat orang.macam la orang x tau perangai budak tu.copycat!get lost la u nak tiru gaya orang pulak.x de style sendiri ke?nampak sangat x de style sendiri.haha.

okay,tday i bring my charles n keith handbag to school n i think ada orang sedang mengintai n usha2 beg i ni jenama apa.why?nak copycat orang lagi?x cukup dengan copycat beg guess n selendang tu?x cukup ye.why?ko ingat aku x tau ke ko beli beg guess tu?ko fikir dengan memakai beg guess tu dah dikira paling hebat in the world ke.belum lagi pakai beg marc jacobs ke,coach ke lv ke but dah berlagak hebat.heello!cermin diri sikit la.ingat ko paling lawa kat sekolah tu ke?ingat ko paling popular sampai ramai nak couple dengan ko?pergi mampos la lu setan!

okay,i think thats enough.sorry bout that cause i x tahan dah dengan budak tu cause she always copycat what im wearing,my bag n everything.orang macam tu x boleh kasi muke skit.this year will not be my honeymoon year since all of the teachers that will be teaching me semua garang2 macam singa tengah lapar je plus my friend sorang pun not same class with me.i hope they will be same class with me if not mesti boring habis punya.

i feel like im the one who makes you cry

heellloo,everyone.so,i've just read all of my friends' blog n 90% of them wrote bout school.yeah,school will start tmrw n the tmrw i will be bored if my friends are not same class with me.i miss them a looottt.

okay,skip that part since i already told bout school last post.now,im gonna told u guys bout yesterday.yesterday,my family n i went to pavilion.the aim go there is to buy my new school bag.we split into two,me,my mum n my sis went to esprit n the others went to parkson.so cari bag at esprit since itu je tempat bag yang agak besar.so buy one but this new bag quite pendek but besar than last year punya.then,pergi round round kejap since my mum wanted to buy new watch n dress.after that,masuk cotton on.my favourite place for shopping.haha.ramai gile orang dekat cotton on and orang pun berebut baju la.kelakar.takat baju pun nak berebut.haha.then,ada this chinese from indonesia borong cotton on belambak gile sampai mak die marahkan die.yeah,i've already got what i want at cotton on.i've just bought new cardi n lepas ni if keluar je nak pakai cardi je la.

then,lepas habis shopping at pavilion we went to eat at an arabian restaurant at lorong damai.accly,i dont know whts the restaurant name.so soorrry guys.the food was very delicious n rindu gile makan dekat sini.i ate a looott here.makan smpi dua pinggan cause it sooo n soo delicios.the service also good walaupun ikmal asyik tendang mat arab tu je.haha.then,after makan semua me,zaf n ainaa main dengan our guyfriend name.my one is akim vacuum since i minat akim.n zaf pulak nihilos n ainaa pulak miza.haha,so fun.laugh here n there n we all siap tiru lagi orang sebelah gelak cause orang sebelah ni gelak kuat sangat.then,balik rumah n terus tidur.

n i think thats all for now.maybe after this i will rarely blogging cause of the school.n to meor,sorry kacau u tgk bola.im so sorry.urgh,tmrw school will start!i wish i can skip school tmrw since im still in holiday mood.okay,bloggers.bye,see u later.

sometimes the heart sees what is invisible

heeyy,tmrw school will start n im not ready for it.my pens,pencil n my books smua x buy lagi.i think kene tggu for next week baru beli new ones.erm,i wish i could rewind back my memories in 09.i think 09 is the best year ever n i hope this year will be a looottt n looottt better than last year.last year i've already got wht i want like get straight a's in pmr,pg cheer comp,pg fly fm n others.so i hope this year i can get wht i want like slr camera,new phone,new friends n new school.erm,this year i will be turning to sweet 16 so i hope i could make a birthday party at red box.i hope so la.okay,lets change another topic.last friday,my friends n i went to pizza hut to celebrate our achievement in pmr.n i belanja them since im afraid that we will be not see again each other for maybe next month.so we ate a lot.order macam2 smpi perut dah buncit.haha.n we laugh a lot n a lot.ye la,its been so long x gelak sama2 n sit together n gossip together.i wish hanis n shaz datang.lagi happening punya.haha.so we all tangkap gbr,gossip here n there,makan macam x ingat dunia lagi.i think macam pizza hut tu kiteorg yg punya.about 1 pm bru balik rumah msg2.sigh,i wish i could rewind back that time.mesti syok.hmm,now i miss a lot of people.

1.darling hanis

2.darling shazana

3.darling atiqah

4.darling hazwani

5.darling shaz

7.farihin n syazmeera

8.schoolmates

9.my cousin's family

10.school

okay,gtg.bye.

Indonesia

hey,hey.im so sorry for not putting any photos of my holiday at indonesia.so,lets the photos tell u the story.im sorry that the pictures x ikut urutan.

Rumah Mode

Bandung

Grand Indonesia

Plaza Senayan

Tallest lego christmast tree in asia

Taman Safari

Taman Safari Hotel

new year and new resolutions

hey,guys.happy new year.im so sorry for the late wish cause yesterday i was at my cousin's house to celebrate new year n to celebrate our 5a's n 8a's.okay,there were barbeque,cake,laksa n a lot of suprises.zafirah n her brothers gave to makcik lela a charles n keith handbag.wow,new year also got a present eh?n zafirah also gave me an elle cloth for my achievement in pmr.wow,at first i was like,'wht for me,aww..thank u.'i was so shocked n my mouth was shut.btw,thank u so much,zaf.i appriciated that.then,mkn2 smua n kene tggu for barbeque msk since li buat sorang2 jer n x de sape tlg die.haha.then after mkn2,i tgk jam there's one n a half more hours left before new year.so i decided to watch tv first since nothing to do.tkr2 channel then jmpe teen choice award at 8tv.apa lg,tgk je la since nmpk mke robert pattison n taylor lautner.oh,fyi my cousin said that taylor lautner n taylor swift just broke up one day before new year.sigh,i really2 admire them,then bile broke up tu,i jd sad plk.okay,move on.then,lps tgk teen choice award,tggu for the countdown since 15 more minutes left.at first,makcik lela ajk tgk fireworks at bukit then x jadi since a lot of people there so terpaksa tgk dari rmh je la but i tgk from tv since dekat rumah x nampak sangat.then,lps habis fireworks,we decided to go back home sice dah pukul 12.30 am.smua pun dah tido.then,balik je terus bace blog orang lain.x de kerja kan.nak baca blog orang,blog sendiri pun x update.haha.ok,thats all from now.maybe tomorrow i will post about me n my darlings celebrate 8a.daa n goodnight.