there's a lot of things in my mind right now.feel so stress today.there are few reasons why.dont wanna share it here.so its already 1st shawal.i didnt have any mood for raya.my purple baju kurung macam haram je.i dont want to wear that baju kurung.i want to throw it away.
so thanks to all who give me raya wishes.really appreciate it.hehe.and and to farhan hasif,terharu i you apprcte mms yang i bagi tu.haha.i'd told you yesterday that my wish gonna be so special right right.haha.oh oh and i always nice to you.you didnt notice bout it.too busy with your study meh.thanks for the goodluck wish.oh,dont be sad anymore and no cursing too ya.its 1st syawal.you have to enjoy it dear farhan hasif.do tell me your probs tomorrow.thanks for being my good male friend and and for being a good senior too.hehe.sorry meh,i cilok your fb picture.hehe.sorry.
Monday, 29 August 2011
selamat hari raya guys.erm,wafa nak minta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki kalau wafa ada buat silap selama ni.everybody makes mistakes right and nobody's perfect.so lets forgive and forget okay.to all form 5,trial mara are just around the corner.so dont forget to study okay.happy eid mubarak!
Sunday, 28 August 2011
miss me?haha.im sorry,i didnt updated my blog yesterday.to be honest,i have a lots to write but but i have difficulties trying to convert to convert everything in my mind into words.i already promised to someone that i will update my blog twice a day during this school hols.im sorry.hehe.hope you understand.
im tired.i clean up my room today.it took almost 2 hours to clean this filthy room.full of dust.yeah,blame me.i didnt clean up this room for almost a month.i already asked my maid to clean up this sleazy room but she didnt do the task i've given to her.urgh.actually i cant clean any dirty room cause i'm allergic to dust.my hand will be itchy and i cant stop sneezing.haha.thats me.
so just now im wearing glove and i covered my mouth with one of my selendang.while cleaning up my room,i found my old pictures.pictures when i was in standard one.aww,miss those moments.miss the moments with my bestfriend,fatin hanani and aisyah.then i found spider.crawling to me.uh wait,did spider crawl?okay,nevermine.wtv.haha.i started to scream out loud.haha.im scared of spider.its eww.you know.something like gross.haha.im like ron weasley.scared of spider.hehe.after that,i asked my maid to clean up my room.i dont want to clean it anymore.
around 4.30,my mum asked me to read the quran.see,for those people who said that im a socialize person,dont know how to read the quran la,wtv la,please mind your words.im not too social.just a little bit social.and and i know how to read the quran.pfft.then i went upstair and online-ing.hehe.i supposed doing my homework but im too lazy.urgh,wafa please.trial is just around the corner.
so today,having iftar with my cousin at my house.my mum cooks a lot.nasi tomato,bread butter puding,popia and lot more.oh,its freakin' deh-li-cious.yummy.oh,my mum is the best cook in town.haha.she can open a restaurant after her retirement.maybe.hehe.okay,i just ate a little today.idk why.maybe because im still full.i ate a lot during sahur.then,we perform our maghrib,isyaq and and terawih prayer together.having dinner together will tighten up family bond.
so here,right now.im doing nothing.trying to update this gorgeous blog.haha.i must stop writing right now.have to start studying before its too late.
"im no superman or batman..i cant take your hand and fly you anywhere you want to go..i can be everything you need if you're the one for me..like gravity,i'll be unstoppable..im just maybe an ordinary guy with heart and soul but if you're the one for me..then i'll be your hero"
someone special to me gave this to me while i was sleeping last week.yes,dear.you can be my hero.okay,its actually a lyric.
Friday, 26 August 2011
guess,who's back?haha.yeah,im home.finally.after being in the 'prison' for bout one month.fuhh.just few more months left before im getting out of that 'prison'.
so hey,ramadhan gonna come to an end few days more.oh,time flew so fast.i still remember the first day of the ramadhan this year.people often said that we should cry because of ramadhan gonna leave us not cying cause of too excited to celebrate raya.we should cry because we'll never know if we still live during ramadhan next year.erm,im trying to finish khatam the quran before raya start.just half of the juzuk more.i dont know if i have some time to finish it.erm,think positive wafa.i know you can do it.you have to constant reading the quran every prayer okay.
thir ramadhan went smoothly.altough i have to break fast without my family,but still this ramadhan have been great to me.i cherish the moments when im breaking my fast with my friends especially with my roomates.those memories were hardly to forget.we always went to bazaar together.spent our money to buy a lot of food at bazaar.then we will eat together during prep hours or we will eat it after terawih prayer.oh,so much memories to remember.
erm,so idp had already started during the first week of ramadhan.oh,god.idp is killing me.i thought idp is something like no homework but im wrong.there were a lot of homework to be done.i have to stay up every night till 1 or 2 am just to finish my homework.pfft.okay,act,not every night la.im tired of staying up.argh.
erm,i dont have any mood for this upcoming raya.i just want to lock myself up in my room and get study.trial mara is just around the corner.i have to start studying before its too late.trial mara is like our spm for us.we have to do well in this trial so that we can get scholarship.i dont want any c's or b's for my trial result.i want a's.straight a+.insyaallah,wafa.you can do it.hehe.so i already draft some rules that i have to follow for this raya holidays.its compulsory to follow this rule.i will only online for one hour and half everyday.i will study like 4 to 5 hours,complete all my homework,start my diet back.and and a lot more act.im too lazy to write.hehe.today is exceptional.it will be start tomorrow.if i break the rule,i have to pay rm1 to my mother.haha.rm1 is enough.haha
Tuesday, 2 August 2011
i will be back to my 'prison' this evening.actually,i dont want to go back.i want to stay here and berbuka with my family.but since i already miss him and and he miss me too,i have to go back early before berbuka so that i can meet him.hee.
time fly too fast.now its august and next month september.trial will come in less than two months.haha.i shall get ready for my trial.trial MARA is like our real spm.so,i have to be well prepared.i dont want any c's or b's anymore.i want A and perhaps A+ maybe.hehe.wish me luck for my trial,okay.
i didnt bring my broadband and laptop to maktab anymore.dad didnt let me bring those stuff.he said i might online everyday if i bring those things.so stay here eh lappy.take care.hehe.i will be rarely online this fasting month.i want to concentrate more to my study.this time,no more playing.no more sleeping in the class.
okay,gtg now.i have to get ready.my dad will be coming home in just few more minutes.tata.see you guys later.oh oh,before that,i will post activity week pictures.
so now,im in the mood for blogging.haha.im sorry for the lack update.im too lazy this day.dont know why.maybe im lack of idea to write.maybe.so hows your first ramadhan?went well?my first ramadhan quite okay la.actually,i have stomach ache since morning.maybe because of the gastric.i ate a little bit only during sahur.i want to diet.i only ate mushroom soup only.
erm,this ramadhan i think i want to change.i want to become a better person.a better muslimah,perhaps.i want to stop cursing.to recite al-quran everyday.to khatam al-quran this month.oh oh,and and i want to lose weight too.5kg.haha.elia and i already plan to lose our weight this month.we have to burn our calories before raya.haha.nanti raya baju tak ketat.haha
okay,right now i want to talk about activity week that was held last week.activity week kinda boring this year.not like last year.last year was like superb.maybe because last year we have pesta buah buahan.the first day of activity week,we had senamrobik and and amali sembelihan.for the first time in my life,i touch the chicken,cabut bulu ayam,potong and bersihkan.haha.for god sake,it gross.really really gross.haha.erm erm,actually i dont want to do all those things again but since im a woman,i have to do it for my future husband.hahaha.
so im sorry.i forgot about the next activity.i only remember about mock interview.i didnt do well in the interview.too nervous.actually,i already prepared what to talk during interview,but but because of the nervous,i talk crap throughout the interview and english berterabur macam haram.haha.erm,nevermine.i will practise more before the real interview later.
okay,thats all for now.my abg want to use this comp.will update more tomorrow.maybe.hehe