why my wish doesnt came true?

hey hi hello

okay,i've just got my results during noon.and my results was bad.like really bad.i dont want to tell you bout my results cause im afraid that you guys might be shock.so after this i have to manage my time well.i have to study all the time.no playing or sleeping in the class.give full attention during teaching progress.no internet for this one whole week to settle up my hw.no texting everyday.no boyfriend.erm,wait.acly,i need a boyfriend.haha.go for a tuition.find a home tuition.no hangout with friends.study study and study all the time.

i already regret what i was doing last sem 2.yeah.really regret.but i still remember what my chemist teacher said.she said that "yg form 4 tu biarkan berlalu,dh lepas biarkan lepas.berusaha pulak untuk form 5.spm lagi penting.so after this no more 50s,no more 60s but must aim 70s n 80s".teacher,insyaallah.i will try my best to get 70s or 80s for my exam next year.pray for me,teacher.amin.

okay,bloggie.see you next week.i cant update like usual already.i have to start studying from now.bye.