i cant fight it anymore

hey,hey guys.im watching papadom right now at my mum's room.i already watched this movie before with my friends.this movie was awesome.really good.haha.

im kinda bored right now.no one is online on ms.n no one is online on ym.so i dont have anyone to chat with me.hmm,i want to hangout with my friends before i will be going to mrsm but when hah?hmm,this sunday nak x korang kat sunway.aku blanja tgk wayang nak?

oh,i dont even pack anything yet.my parents dah marah gila.but,nah.tmrw la.i want to relax my mind first.hmm,just now went to kedai gambar eedah to take passport photos.n guess what.my photos looks so ugly.eww.idk how to do now.thats pic will be ude to make id card for mrsm.oh my,now people will see that im an ugly person.haha.nak tukar la gambar tu.

oh,ya.to someone.jgn berlagak sgt boleh x.ko tu bajet handsome sgt eh.but perangai ko tu x blh blah lgsg.mengutuk n maki hamun org sikap ko no 1 kan.nak hina2 org plk.cermin diri sendiri dulu blh x?ko igt rmi sgt nk ske kat ko.ego punye tinggi.sama je mcm sorang bdk tu.aku hrp la ko n budak tu berubah jadi baik kan.harap sgt.

okay,till then.my dad want to use this comp.bye.

kau ilhamku

i found this video in youtube.this song is specially for my darlings.hope u guys always remember me.

i wish i can rewind back the time

hello,bloggers.hmm,tday also im not in the mood.maybe because tday is the last day im at s4.tday is the last day i met my friends,my teachers n my crush.haha.

tday i cried a lot.after recess dh start nangis.this is because im will be missing the best moments at s4.n after this,ssh nak jumpa kwn2 yg lain lg dah.n ssh nak jumpa kwn chinese yg lain.oh,this is the most sad moment.i hope i can meet my friends again later.

erm,time balik tu paling sedih la.i feel like i dont want to leave that schl.as i already told u guys,there's a lot of memories at that schl n its really tough for me to forget all the memories.after the bell rang,met shaz dpn class die n i started to cry.n everybody like watching me.erm,malu kot time tu but wht do i care.dah nak nangis,x kan nak tahan kot.then,i hug them for the last time before going to mrsm.on that time,i feel like i want to shout n cry like a baby but nah.everybody will pandang2 nnt.

then,waited for cik sal n i still cry.n when in the van pun still cry lagi macam baby.teresak-esak nangis.haha.sampai cik sal pun tegur.haha.

to all my darlings,sorry thats all i can give it to all of u.i hope u guys can accept it n keep it as remembering me.to all my friends,im really sorry for what i've done before.sorry just now maybe i didnt reply wish korang.sorry.im speechless time tu.do well in ur studies n i will remember u guys always.

there's only one wish left

hello,there.hmm,accly i dont have any mood for blogging but idk my hands gatal sangat nak taip ni.haha.erm,tmrw will be the last day for me at s4.oh my,idk how to describe my feelings now.i feel sad but my tears dont want to come out.idk why.

tmrw,i will be leaving my friends,my crush,my teachers n my schl behind.almost 4 years i've been in that schl n there's a lot of memories that i will never forget.sometimes,i want to leave from that schl but tday i feel like i dont want to leave that schl.sigh,its for my future.x baik tolak rezeki.haha.

to all my friends,im really sorry for all that i've done before n hope u guys got boarding schl too.ooh,n goodluck for ur monthly test!n dont forget me.haha.

oh,i better offline now.im kinda doing some suprises for my friends before i leave them.wait for it,guys.haha.daa.

finally i've got a chance to talk with you

morning,guys.its already 12.00 am.n im still not going to sleep yet.haha.i've already sleep this evening so x mengantuk lagi.

erm,i think short post for tday.im kinda bored here but idk what to talk.oh,lest start with schl.yeah,schl quiet awesome.i mean than the others day la.oh,miss singam dont call my name to do the oral test yet.yeah,lepas jugak.haha.so i will do my oral test at my new schl.i hope i will be getting high marks there since miss singam quiet srict n kedekut marks.haha.

oh,n tday i've got oranges from shaz n kelvin.thx,guys.n tday i also got a bouquet of lollipops from luqman.thx,luqman.

okay,gtg.my mum babbling at me because still online n not going to sleep yet.oh,shit.someone is playing mercun right now.tengah2 malam pun nak main.haiyaa.bikin susah org mau tido maa.okay,bye.

there's only one way to express our feelings

hey,peeps.hmm,nowdays,im kinda not in the mood.im kinda being an emo girl.idk why n idk how to make me feel more cheerful again.i dont have any appetite to eat n im easy to get mad at people.hmm,can u guys give me any idea?

okay,schl quite fun n quite bored sometimes.erm,the most moment that i will never forget before going to mrsm is i accly talk to my crush.i mean not talk bout our personal thing but only talk simple thing je.but,terkedu lidah jugak tau nak cakap dengan dia.haha.hmm,i wish i can talk with him everyday n everytime.haha.but,ning meera like my crush too.argh!why my own friend?nampaknya bermadu la kita ye ning meera.haha

oh,just now i watch tari tirana n i accidentally cry.haha.sedih gila kot.n maybe the most sad story that i watch ever la kot.maybe.cant recall the other sad story la.

erm,im too lazy to make my mum's blog.there's a lot of work,man.n my mum start to membebel everyday because im not doing anything on her blog.hmm,idk how bila masuk asrama nanti.kene ajar dulu ni.haha

okay,thats all for now.short post for tday since im kinda thinking what to talk bout my oral test.hmm,maybe talk nout seventeen makeover party or maybe my sanctuary.dont know yet.bye n have a great night.

i started believing that i could be wrong

hey,guys.urgh,tday im kinda not in the mood.idk why.maybe because of the gastric pain.yeah,i only eat 3 pieces of nuggets this morning n a lil bit of rice this evening.maybe 2 or 3 mulut je nasi.hmm,idk la why i became like this.i have no appetite at all.maybe im too nervous to go to mrsm next week.maybe.

erm,add math was really hard.n my brother bagi hilangkan my calculator.urgh,faris.cari sampai jumpa balik!!!currently im studying add math the whole day but still not so so understand completely.i want to ask my parents but they forgot how the formula n how to do that.oh,i need a private tutor but what for.next week im gonna be in mrsm,right.

oh,this evening i slept for 3 hours.haha.im studying add math while sleeping.haha.this because im too tired fikir add math kot.erm,i wish my brain like zhong zheng or like teacher.baru best kan.every add math question dapat jawab.oh god,please help me.i really dont know how to do.some questions je tahu but yang lain yang berlambak tak tahu.haha.

erm,i hate to go to school tmrw.there's double period of bi n last skali pulak tuh.oh my,i wish teacher didnt come tmrw.if not,there will be a lot of hw n maybe essay kot tmrw.urgh,i hate essay.but,nah.my mum will mad at me if i didnt go to school tmrw.school is important,babe.really important.whether if u will be shifting to another school pun still kene datang schl jgk kan.wafa,this week only u will be at smk s4.next week dah tak ada kan.if i didnt go,x dapatla nak usha k n a esok.haha.

oh,tday kriss allen come to malaysia n right now maybe he's at the garden to perform something or else.idk know.haha.hmm,i wish i can go tadi dekat mid valley.if im already 18,i can drive car then meet him at mid valley with my friends.why malaysia buat undang2 only 17 years n above baru boleh ambil lesen?why not 16 like the other countries?why?

okay,its nearly 11 pm.gotta study add math then sleep.kinda sleepy accly.haha.bye.