i hate you entire of my life

hey n hello people.so tday is the second weeks of school.so there must be a loot n a loot of hw to be done.yeah,im already sick of hw since im still in holiday mood till know.mentang2 dah habis pmr la katakan.now,i hate form 4's subjects.its hard.add math baru buat 2 qns pun dah strees.physics,chemist n bio.wow,its too much for me.but,nvm.i will make it easy.as easy as abc.

i want to go for tuition at meridian but my parents didnt let me go because of asrama thingy.urghh,wht can i do.i've just to wait for asrama.so this evening i went for bi tuition at chu li's house.so she showed me some of essay of the form 5 last year.wow,their language n everythink was superb superb good n i think i cant do better than that.n chu li also ask me to write an essay just like wht the form 5 have done.urgh,idk how to do that since i always lack of ideas when im writting an essay.n she also want the essay to be long enough.i think i better write now before my ideas gone.

sorry guys,i think thats all for now.idk why nowdays,i always wrote short para.hmm,maybe im too lazy enough right now.so,see u guys later.

sometimes i hate you but sometimes i love you

heello,everyone.im sorry for the late update.im too lazy and also i dont have enough time.hmm,first week of school kinda fun n this week also i laugh a lot.yeah,my friends already same class with me so everyday we must laugh a lot.sampai satu kelas boleh dengar.i wish darling atiqah same class with us.mesti lagi gelak besar punya.

okay,change topic.last 3 days my dad,my mum n i just talking bout my eldest brother.they said,now my eldest brother start to kurang ajar with them like tinggikan suara n others.then,they also said that im also kurang ajar with them n lagi teruk daripada my brother.hhmm,i've already do what they want n what they asked.but unfortunately they have just said that im more kurang ajar to them than my brother.i cried every night before i go to sleep.im just too sad.idk why they said like that to me.but,i redha.i think they love my eldest brother more than me.sigh.maybe this new year will be new me.

hmm,lets move on.this year kementerian change our bm n bi novels.n this year the novel more interesting more to teenage novel.i really really love the novel.the one that i love more is bm novel call 'papa'.this novel really interesting n fun to read.n im also cried when reading this novel.it touch my feeling.i suggest to the form 4 that u guys must read this novel.rugi kalau tak baca.

i think thats all for now.see u guys later.

happiness is a choice that requires effort at times

heeeyyy,guys.tday is the first day of school.i thought that the first day will be kinda awesome but im wrong.tday is the most boring day ever.my friends not same class with me.im in 4s1 n hanis is in4s2 n atiqah,shazana n hazwani in 4sp1.4s1 n 4s2 sebelah2 je but for 4sp1 dekat bawah sekali pulak tu.jauh pulak nak cari teman gosip.but,nah..nanti ada rombakan kelas balik.

n i also will shifting to another school maybe next month if i didnt get to any boarding school.malas duduk dekat school tu lagi since banyak sangat budak yang perasan 'popular' n suka copycat orang.macam la orang x tau perangai budak tu.copycat!get lost la u nak tiru gaya orang pulak.x de style sendiri ke?nampak sangat x de style sendiri.haha.

okay,tday i bring my charles n keith handbag to school n i think ada orang sedang mengintai n usha2 beg i ni jenama apa.why?nak copycat orang lagi?x cukup dengan copycat beg guess n selendang tu?x cukup ye.why?ko ingat aku x tau ke ko beli beg guess tu?ko fikir dengan memakai beg guess tu dah dikira paling hebat in the world ke.belum lagi pakai beg marc jacobs ke,coach ke lv ke but dah berlagak hebat.heello!cermin diri sikit la.ingat ko paling lawa kat sekolah tu ke?ingat ko paling popular sampai ramai nak couple dengan ko?pergi mampos la lu setan!

okay,i think thats enough.sorry bout that cause i x tahan dah dengan budak tu cause she always copycat what im wearing,my bag n everything.orang macam tu x boleh kasi muke skit.this year will not be my honeymoon year since all of the teachers that will be teaching me semua garang2 macam singa tengah lapar je plus my friend sorang pun not same class with me.i hope they will be same class with me if not mesti boring habis punya.

i feel like im the one who makes you cry

heellloo,everyone.so,i've just read all of my friends' blog n 90% of them wrote bout school.yeah,school will start tmrw n the tmrw i will be bored if my friends are not same class with me.i miss them a looottt.

okay,skip that part since i already told bout school last post.now,im gonna told u guys bout yesterday.yesterday,my family n i went to pavilion.the aim go there is to buy my new school bag.we split into two,me,my mum n my sis went to esprit n the others went to parkson.so cari bag at esprit since itu je tempat bag yang agak besar.so buy one but this new bag quite pendek but besar than last year punya.then,pergi round round kejap since my mum wanted to buy new watch n dress.after that,masuk cotton on.my favourite place for shopping.haha.ramai gile orang dekat cotton on and orang pun berebut baju la.kelakar.takat baju pun nak berebut.haha.then,ada this chinese from indonesia borong cotton on belambak gile sampai mak die marahkan die.yeah,i've already got what i want at cotton on.i've just bought new cardi n lepas ni if keluar je nak pakai cardi je la.

then,lepas habis shopping at pavilion we went to eat at an arabian restaurant at lorong damai.accly,i dont know whts the restaurant name.so soorrry guys.the food was very delicious n rindu gile makan dekat sini.i ate a looott here.makan smpi dua pinggan cause it sooo n soo delicios.the service also good walaupun ikmal asyik tendang mat arab tu je.haha.then,after makan semua me,zaf n ainaa main dengan our guyfriend name.my one is akim vacuum since i minat akim.n zaf pulak nihilos n ainaa pulak miza.haha,so fun.laugh here n there n we all siap tiru lagi orang sebelah gelak cause orang sebelah ni gelak kuat sangat.then,balik rumah n terus tidur.

n i think thats all for now.maybe after this i will rarely blogging cause of the school.n to meor,sorry kacau u tgk bola.im so sorry.urgh,tmrw school will start!i wish i can skip school tmrw since im still in holiday mood.okay,bloggers.bye,see u later.

sometimes the heart sees what is invisible

heeyy,tmrw school will start n im not ready for it.my pens,pencil n my books smua x buy lagi.i think kene tggu for next week baru beli new ones.erm,i wish i could rewind back my memories in 09.i think 09 is the best year ever n i hope this year will be a looottt n looottt better than last year.last year i've already got wht i want like get straight a's in pmr,pg cheer comp,pg fly fm n others.so i hope this year i can get wht i want like slr camera,new phone,new friends n new school.erm,this year i will be turning to sweet 16 so i hope i could make a birthday party at red box.i hope so la.okay,lets change another topic.last friday,my friends n i went to pizza hut to celebrate our achievement in pmr.n i belanja them since im afraid that we will be not see again each other for maybe next month.so we ate a lot.order macam2 smpi perut dah buncit.haha.n we laugh a lot n a lot.ye la,its been so long x gelak sama2 n sit together n gossip together.i wish hanis n shaz datang.lagi happening punya.haha.so we all tangkap gbr,gossip here n there,makan macam x ingat dunia lagi.i think macam pizza hut tu kiteorg yg punya.about 1 pm bru balik rumah msg2.sigh,i wish i could rewind back that time.mesti syok.hmm,now i miss a lot of people.

1.darling hanis

2.darling shazana

3.darling atiqah

4.darling hazwani

5.darling shaz

7.farihin n syazmeera

8.schoolmates

9.my cousin's family

10.school

okay,gtg.bye.

Indonesia

hey,hey.im so sorry for not putting any photos of my holiday at indonesia.so,lets the photos tell u the story.im sorry that the pictures x ikut urutan.

Rumah Mode

Bandung

Grand Indonesia

Plaza Senayan

Tallest lego christmast tree in asia

Taman Safari

Taman Safari Hotel

new year and new resolutions

hey,guys.happy new year.im so sorry for the late wish cause yesterday i was at my cousin's house to celebrate new year n to celebrate our 5a's n 8a's.okay,there were barbeque,cake,laksa n a lot of suprises.zafirah n her brothers gave to makcik lela a charles n keith handbag.wow,new year also got a present eh?n zafirah also gave me an elle cloth for my achievement in pmr.wow,at first i was like,'wht for me,aww..thank u.'i was so shocked n my mouth was shut.btw,thank u so much,zaf.i appriciated that.then,mkn2 smua n kene tggu for barbeque msk since li buat sorang2 jer n x de sape tlg die.haha.then after mkn2,i tgk jam there's one n a half more hours left before new year.so i decided to watch tv first since nothing to do.tkr2 channel then jmpe teen choice award at 8tv.apa lg,tgk je la since nmpk mke robert pattison n taylor lautner.oh,fyi my cousin said that taylor lautner n taylor swift just broke up one day before new year.sigh,i really2 admire them,then bile broke up tu,i jd sad plk.okay,move on.then,lps tgk teen choice award,tggu for the countdown since 15 more minutes left.at first,makcik lela ajk tgk fireworks at bukit then x jadi since a lot of people there so terpaksa tgk dari rmh je la but i tgk from tv since dekat rumah x nampak sangat.then,lps habis fireworks,we decided to go back home sice dah pukul 12.30 am.smua pun dah tido.then,balik je terus bace blog orang lain.x de kerja kan.nak baca blog orang,blog sendiri pun x update.haha.ok,thats all from now.maybe tomorrow i will post about me n my darlings celebrate 8a.daa n goodnight.