im not a princess,this aint a fairytale

hey,guys.im so sorry i cant post bout the makeover party this moment.maybe some other days,okay.im too freakin lazy right now.hw banyak sangat.

so,hey.i've just found a video from youtube.the song is white horse by taylor swift.this song like ada kene mengena with my life right now.to the guy,i will never n ever give u second chance anymore.whoop-de-do.okay,just enjoy the song,okay.oh,whose that guy is none of ur bussiness.haha.im sorry,its just my privacy,okay.

im not a clubing person

hey,everyone.sorry for the late update.my internet sucks.it getting worse n worse.so,hey.i've just got back from seventeen makeover party.so,it was a blast.happening gila.i think maybe the next post i will tell u bout the party.kinda busy n tired tday.

oh,gtg.want to remove my makeup now before going to sleep.bye.

hey,guys.just got back from latihan road run.wow,im freakin tired now.like hell.dah la setahun x lari pastu terus nak lari.so the result is my stomach really2 pain right now.macam nak pecah je.but,it was really fun.its been so long x libatkan diri dalam aktiviti sklh.this year,the road run will be more longer than last year.n this year also masuk kwsn perumahan.so,yeah.dapat jugak usha orang lain.haha.then,lalu rumah shazana n jerit nama die la but dia x dengar la.so,nvm.maybe she's busy kot.

so tday for the first time after 4 years in sms4bk,i finally pinjam buku library.so before this x pernah pinjam langsung n x teringin nak pinjam since i've a lot of books at home yang x bersentuh lagi.haha.i pinjam pun because of miss singam.she want us to do book review so she asked us to borrow a book at library.so terpaksala borrow.

oh,tday also i register for tuition at meridien.yeah,finally dapat jugak tuition cause i didnt get any offer to sbp so my mum said just tuition je la.so,hanis.wait for me,ya.okay,i gtg now.its 7.16pm.nak solat n get ready for tuition.daa everyone.

please dont stop the music

morning,guys.so accly im hungry right now.nthg to eat cause all of my family went to taman n my mum also didnt cook this morning.so,hey.i dont want to be sad anymore.maybe there's no luck for me at sbp n im currently waiting for mrsm.there's a lot of intake more.so no need to worry,wafa.so today im sick.demam,selsema n batuk.i hate that.dah la tmrw got latihan road run.i really2 want to go to latihan road run.nak kurus la katakan.so if im really sick maybe i will not going to latihan road run.

yesterday,went to subang parade.the aim is to buy my slr camera.but i didnt bought it yet since i will think it first whether to buy canon or nikon.hmm,my dad suggested me to buy canon eos1000d cause it cheaper n there are a loott of functions than nikon d3000.yesterday nikon d3000 had no stock so i cant compare both cameras.so,i've just to wait next week or maybe next two weeks till the stock come.but,nvm.i think i want to buy canon eos 1000d.i've already read the camera review in the internet n it way better than nikon.it has live view,the colour more better n it cheaper too.not too cheap.but it cost only rm2100++.n nikon d3000 cost rm2399,i thinkso after this,i would like to be schl photographer.haha.

then,we went to makcik lela's house aka my cousin's house since makngah jah n kak ita ada.so kiranya melawat la before makngah jah n kak ita went back to pinang.zafirah ada tunjuk some pictures from the internet.n one of them is kulit jari terputus akibat cincin tersekat ketika main boling.ouch,it seem really2 hurts a lot.i really2 afraid to play boling anymore.then,eat dinner that kak wini had cook.plus the air asam that makngah jah buat.yummy,its really2 delicious.oh,im craving air asam n ikan bakar now.haha.

after that,we watch laskar pelangi.this story is from indonesia n its based from the novel 'laskar pelangi'.the story really2 good n i reall2 love it.now i know why this story won anugerah apa ntah.cant remember.then,balik rumah n sekali lagi x dapat jumpa aira n kak linda.

so thats all for now.gtg to take a bath.haha.

to all my darlings,this song for u guys.
to shazana n hanis,aku thu ni favourite song korang.
im also fall in love with this song.
so,enjoy the song.



Kau cinta pertamaku
Kau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa
Menafikan kasih kita

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Chorus
Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Ulang Chorus

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan

Ulang Chorus

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya segalanya

Ulang Chorus

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan

you are not suitable for me

hey.im not in the mood right now.guess what?i x dpt msk utk sbp.im way too sad right now.all of my friends,i mean those who got 8a's dapat pergi sbp.why they dont choose me.i really really want to go to sbp since im in standard 4.sigh,maybe ada hikmah di sebaliknya.i want to shift to another school right now.i really really hate that school.i cant wait anymore.i hope my father can give me to shift to another school.

90%budak melayu in my class dapat sbp such as ayna,syafiq,akmal,faiz nazim,shazana,hazwani n arina.congrats to them.school tdi pun macam x de mood.after my father text me that i didnt get to any boarding school n my friends dapat,i trus nangis.yeah,this is what i really really wanted.this is my dream n i didnt get any.nangis tu sampai satu hari pulak tu.memang macam nak pitam cause banyak sangat keluar air mata.urgh,if somebody yang ada orang dalam ke ape ke please help me cause i really really wanted to go to sbp since standard 4 lagi.please la.

to darling shazana n hazwani,jaga diri elok2 ya kat sana nnt.bila cuti nanti kita jumpa gak.i will always remember our memories together.so jgn nangis lg n think bout ur future guys.rezeki dpan mata terima je.jgn tolak,x baik tau.iloveuguyssomuch.banyak kenangan manis kita bersama.aku x kan lupa bila kita kumpul sama2 n gelak sampai satu sklh blh dengar.pergi giant sama2.buat kerja sama2.kenangan makan dekat koperasi.kenangan kita pergi tidur kat bilik kesihatan sampai dua kali.kenangan gaduh dengan kelas sblh.kenangan gossip tentang artis tu la artis ni la.kenangan cakap pasal politik.kenangan nyanyi sama2.kenangan suka dekat budak tu la ni la.kenangan tolong cikgu.kenangan kita gaduh.kenangan kita jumpa akim af.kenangan pergi pavi.kenangan 'undertable bread'.kenangan kita ambl pmr.kenangan di kem banyu manis n kem di sklh tu.kenangan berkhemah kat sklh.kenangan usha si K.macam2 ada.banyak sangat.lepas ni sape nak buat aku gelak dah.sape nak gossip dengan aku lagi.but,aku redha.aku relakan korang pergi cause this is ur future.so baik korang pergi.jangan risaukan tentang kiteorang kat sini.dari awal hingga akhir post ni aku teringatkan kenangan manis kiteorang dan dari tu jugak aku nangis sampai skrang.walaupun aku x sanggup biarkan korang pergi tapi aku terpaksa akur dengan keadaan itu.thanx for eveything guys.if aku ada buat salah apa2,maafkan aku.

rumah terbuka shaz

get your fucking own life,man!

hello,guys.im in bad mood now.idk why everyone like to kutuk-ing me about what im wearing,my school uniform,my bag,what i wrote in my blog n anything else.urgh,maybe something wrong with he/she.maybe he/she jealous of me.haha.maybe..but i cant stand this anymore.i just want some revenge to this he/she for what he/she has done to me n my friends for almost 3 years.but when i think back,there will be a lot of problem n dendam also salah satu amalan syaitan.haha.yeah,its true.so i think i shld be patient since there are 2 or 3 months left before i shifting to another school.

the school is okay but the pupils there are so berlagak.so i will keep all of the pupils have done to me n my friends in my head.n i will remember that entire of my life.

so nak kutuk pasal blog aku.kutuk la.aku x kisah cause ko bukannya ada hak atas blog aku ni.nak kata aku pakai tudung pendek.x kisah la daripada ko yang x pakai tudung tu.cermin diri sendiri dulu ye.nak kata aku tiru korang.x kisah la.aku bukannya pakai duit korang.aku pakai duit mak bapak aku.nak kata aku ni usha korang.x kisah la.korang ingat aku ni nak usha sangat ke korang.muka macam budak sosial,nak suruh aku usha konon.x de masa la aku nak usha korang.nak kata aku kutuk ko.x kisah la.macam la ko sorang yang ada nama tu.nak kata aku ni sombong,lupa kawan.x kisah la.macam ko x lupa kawan gak.nak kata aku bawak bekal macam budak kecik.x kisah la.aku thu la korang lapar sangat n jealous aku ada mknn.haha.nak kata aku ni pakai tudung tapi bajet alim.kata la.x kisah pun.aku rasa ko tu terlampau alim.skrang ni,aku x kisah la apa yg korang cakap.wafa x kisah.haha.lantak korang la nak cakap apa pun.yang penting aku bahagia n enjoy cukup.oh,thank you very much cause korang benar2 care tntg aku.aku buat apa pun korang sentiasa perhatikan.thank u.

thanx to my darlings for the advises.u guys such a wonderful friends.love ya.