Wednesday, 7 December 2011

dont break your promise,dear.

Heyhihello,

Maybe some might say distance hurts more than anything in this world.but I think it in a positive way.distance not hurts .act,it just the way you build your relationship right.how woman carries the relationship that make a  man can stay and how man show their consistent love that make a woman stay.when we far from our partner,we will miss him/her.and eventually it will strengthen our relationship.there are a lot of couples out there facing this problem.DISTANCE.like ummairah nadhirah and zahin Ibrahim.my brother and his gf.although his gf are far from here,wait not so so far la.just kedah but their relationship still strong till now.they skype sometimes.yeah.we live in technology era,we must use all the technology right.dont waste it.haha.

Women can have many crushes but their hearts belong to one person.their special one.they can wait for their partner to complete his study.they wont fall in love with another man.trust me.these are the good women.they want their relationship to be last forever.men should appreciate their loved ones. They should also stay connected with their gf.malay often said “jangan main kayu tiga” .so you guys have to play kayu satu only.hahaha.

I write this because I had an experience before.yeah,before this I often said distance hurts.distance sucks and bla bla bla.but as I moved on and think the positive side,it true. distance does not hurt.back then I had a boyfiend.H was his name (not a real name, act).he is a kind man.he treat me like a girl.i like him.then went I entered tgb,everything went wrong.he didn’t contact me like he used to be.then he went missing in action (m.i.a.)I try to called and texted him but no answered at all.i was so frust.he used to say that he wont leave me alone.he will love me forever and ever.he gave me sweet words but all of them are actually fake.i was dumb.i believe him.then during hols,I stalked his ms known as myspace and I found out that he already had a new girlfriend.wtf.i cried that day.then I promise myself that I will never had any boyfriend during form 4.i want to focus on my study.

Then,during form 5,came a boy.a boy who changed my whole life.he make me laugh make me happy all the time.wait wait not all the time.most of the time la.haha.his name was A.he care for me.he love me.he thought me to get up and forget my past and and move on with my new life.he text me everyday since January or February this year until now.he was so special.he diff from any other guy.he is my boyfriend.my one and only boyfriend.i will never late him go.

I just found out that he got an offer for fast track at unikl.he will study abroad next two years.at first,I was proud of him.i proud having a boyfriend who has an intelligent mind,who can study abroad and perhaps can have a good job later.but but I was afraid.im afraid that I will lose him just like I lose H.i was crying all the time and actually right now im still crying.i don’t want to lose him.he gave me his promises.he will never and ever find another girl other than me.i believe him and I make the same promise to him too.i will never and ever find another boy as my boyfriend.hehe.after getting advices from diff people,I stay positive.i think about his future and my future too.i hope I can get the same country with him.perhaps.im planning to take inti college or intec and fly to aussie.erm erm,like everyone said,kalau dah jodoh tak kan ke mana.insyaAllah.i believe in that.


So people out there let me say it one more TIME! DISTANCE does not hurt.

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