Still Exist

hey hi halooo guysss. miss me?its been too long i didnt update anything.im just busy with my new life.totally busy.a lot of assignments and quizes have to be done.my class always end up around 6pm.then rush here and there.buying foods laa.such a hectic life. i just love uia so much cause it can strengthen the bond with my forever and ever bestfriend,hanis.i love my roommates.there are awesomee.they are beyond awesome.and and my neighbour too. but i hate the rules.their rules are sucks.we can't wear bawal dua tone,selendang,printed tudung too.and my classmates,they are the bomb.yeahh.they are superb,great and friendly.I like being friend with sarah,umairah,syarafina and suha and dini too.they're crazy sometimes. being in university is quite hard.i mean,there's no honeymoon where you can play around,not studying a single things in one day that i used to do it during high school times.NO NO and NO.we have like to stay up every night just to revise couple of things.if we don't revise anything,then boom!we totally can't catch up with the new topics.it's true. i aim to get 4 flat here.it's been my dream to get 4 flat every sem.even in tgb,i aim it too,but nahh,i never going to get 4 flat in tgb.i was too dumb and lazy during those time.haha.i hope one day,i will get 4 flat,insyaAllah.pray for me.and i hope i can further my degree in Aussie. my mid sem just finished couple of weeks ago.to be truth to you,i fail to succeed in my mid sem exam,i think.i put a high hope but nahh,everything doesn't goes according to my plan.but insyAllah,i will try my very hard to succeed in my final sem.wish me luck.

Aiman Hakim

Dear Aiman Hakim,
Me and you,
We've been through a lot,
But through it all,
Our love didn't stop,
Till the end.

Aiman Hakim,
You're my Prince Charming,
And I'm your Cinderella,
All I can say is,
I love you forever and always

MARA ohh MARA

heyhihello peeps,

result for PILN and PIDN mara has just out yesterday and today.and guess what,i didn't get any offer from mara.pfftt.I was crying the whole day long.I was being an emo girl last night.I got mad,I scold my sister,I used harsh words.I can't accept that I didn't get any offer from mara.Maybe mara didn't like me.haha.

since I didn't get any offer,I will pursue my study in UIA.yeahhh,uiaaa.haha.actually,I want to study at UM.It's my mum's dream.but,well,um didn't like me too perhaps.haha.erm,so UIA,im coming babeyhhh.well,at first,i didn't like uia at all.ya laahh,you have to wear like a long and loose shirt,tudung labuh,wearing socks.urghh,its so much like my previous school okayy.I'm not that kind of girl who always wear socks,loose t-shirt,loose pants and wearing inner scarf.it's just not me.

Back then in tgb,I didn't wear socks to DS or to prep,my t-shirt was like short and not so loose enough.and well,I admit that I'm anti-badar before this.haha.It was before okay,don't misunderstood it.Now,I'm not anti-badar anymore.haha.

Well,I have to change this whole attitude.I want to be a good person in uia.I want to score 4 flat every sem.ohhh,and and i will be an ustazah nanti.hewhewhew.wish me luck in UIA guyss.hope i can change to be a better person where I could make my parents proud of me.

"Semua tempat itu sama sahaja.Ilmu itu di mana mana.Yang penting kita kena berusaha.Kalau tak berusaha,takkan berjaya"

Beautiful love story

heyhihello,

I never know that arrange marriage is still exist nowadays.Most of the Malays nowadays just like to choose their life partner by their own.But this young woman,let her parents to choose for her.At the age of 20,she already married to a guy that she never love him before.Dena Bahrin share her wonderful love story in her blog.It was amazing.Everybody loves her love story including me.I nearly cry when I read her blog.

Dena Bahrin and her wonderful husband

They look so cute together

Now,I already believe with love after marriage after reading her blog.

Someone who really loves you will show you they want you, will prove that they need you, will remind you they love you. Will put you in the list, " To be in heaven,together,forever."

21st April 2012

heyhihello,

 Last 21st April was Aiman's birthday and my very first year anniversary.We spent our day at mid valley.I made some plans to suprise him that day but nahh,the plan failed.haha.I bought a chocolate indulgence cake and we only managed to eat a quarter of the cake.haha.erm,so he gave me some presents on that day.thank you sayaangg.hehe.i really love it.

Sayangg,

Happy 1st year anniversary.thank you so much for your love.and thank yu for everything.there are so many ups and downs in this one awesome year but yet,we're are still together until today.thank you for being the most wonderful boyfriend.thank you for always being there for me.thank you for being my superman,batman  and my spiderman.hehehe.thank you for everything.i hope our relationship are built to last.i really love you.

♥Forever is a long time but i wouldn't mind spending it by your side♥

dilemma

I'm in dilemma right now.I don't know what course to choose for mara.I just wanna to take engineering for my course but idk.getting advices from a lot of people and they all said that engineering is not a good job for a woman.urghhh,dilemma.i need help.my mum asked me to take biotech but idk.

mara oh mara

heyhihello,

i missed my school days a lot.yeah.i miss my superb friends,classmates and roommates.in tgb,friends are like 24/7 with us but now sebulan or dua bulan baru dapat jumpa.guys,i miss youu.bila nak jumpa.bila nak gelak gelak kuat kuat sampai kena marah dengan cg wanie.bila lagi kita dapat buat mcm ni.bila lagi kita dapat makan nasi cafe ramai ramai dalam bilik.bila lagi kita dapat jerit jerit semua.bila lagi kita nak kumpul ramai ramai time mak aku bawak makanan tu.seriously aku rindu korang and aku rindu gila tahap gaban kat FB19.

erm okay,so back to the main point.actually i wanna write about mara.tawaran pinjaman mara to be exact.erm actually,i didn't pass the qualification but since my mother plus my cousin plus my mother's friends asked me to just apply it,so i apply mara.i applied biotechnology as my corse.i think i'm gonna to pursue my study oversea.insyAllah.i wanna to take intec cause i think i didn't qualified to go to kmb or kms.genius student only go there.right now,i'm still struggling myself completing the essay.urghh,i just hate doing essay but because of mara,i have to do it.

Ya Allah,aku bertawakal dan redha je dengan segala keputusan mu ya Allah.aku bersyukur aku dapat 7a itu.Kalau ada rezeki,insyaAllah dapat pinjaman mara tu.insyaAllah.rezeki ini ditentukan oleh Allah.

Rasulullah s.a.w. telah bersabda yang bermaksud: “Seandainya kamu bertawakkal kepada Allah dengan sebenar-benar tawakkal, pasti kamu diberi rezeki sebagaimana burung diberi rezeki, ia pagi hari lapar dan petang hari telah kenyang.” (H.R Umar bin al-Khattab dari Imam Ahmad, At-Tirmizi dll.) Hadis ini bukanlah bermaksud supaya kita diam sahaja dan tidak melakukan apa-apa dan mengharapkan pemberian dari Allah, malah jika kita fahami, dalam hadis ini, dan melihat kelakuan burung, ia keluar pada pagi hari berterbangan dan berkicauan ke sana kemari untuk mencari rezeki dan akhirnya akan diberi rezeki yang ditemuinya di mana-mana.

Didalam al Quran ada dinyatakan bahawa sesiapa yang tidak bersyukur maka Allah akan mendatangkan azab yang pedih kepadanya, sebaliknya sesiapa yang bersyukur Allah telah menjanjikan ni’mat kepadanya. Ayatnya Bermaksud: “Dan (ingatlah juga), tatkala Rabbmu memaklumkan: ‘Sesungguhnya, jika kamu bersyukur, pasti Kami akan menambah (ni’mat) kepadamu, dan jika kamu mengingkari (nikmatKu), maka sesungguhnya azabKu sangat pedih.”

pinjaman mara

Ya Allah,satu satu dugaan datang kat aku sekarang ni.sedihnyaa hati bila jadi mcm ni.Aku tahu aku hanya perlu redha dan bertawakal je tapi aku tak tahu kenapa.aku rasa sangat sedih.first,result spm.aku tak boleh accept sebenarnya bila fizik aku b+.cita cita utk jadi seorang engineer dah musnah kat situ.then,slip spm hilang.tak tahu kat mana.tapi time tu aku banyak buat dosa.aku mencarut carut time slip hilang tu.then last ni,pinjaman mara utk biotek pulak.takkan aku nak korbankan cita cita aku lagi.ni impian aku.Ya Allah,aku harap sangat sangat aku dapat pinjaman mara ni.aku tak melepasi kedua dua syarat minimum.luar negara dan dalam negara.hati aku luluh,berkecai kecai tatkala lihat syarat minimum tu.air mata mulai membasahi pipi.

YA ALLAH,BANTUNILAH AKU YA ALLAH.AKU HARAP AKU DAPAT SANGAT PINJAMAN NI YA ALLAH.TOLONGLAH HAMBAMU YANG LEMAH NI YA ALLAH.

nadmai

NADIRA MAISARAH,

sorry tak dapat keluar hari ni.isnin aku free,jomm eh nad.

DAH TAK ADA MOOD NAK KELUAR.LEPAS NI JANGAN AJAK HANGOUT LAGI.SAYA TAK ADA MOOD.

further study

heyhihello,

erm kadang kadang aku mcm terfikir,kenapa aku nak belajar kat luar negara eh?padahal aku tak suka berada di negara orang.susah.seriously.time pergi holiday kat aussie masa tu pun mcm dah perit gila sbb nak cari makanan halal tu susah.tapi kan,ayah and ibu nak sangat salah seorang anak dia pergi luar negara.belajar kat sana.aku kena tunaikan permintaan ibu and ayah ni.ni lah satu satunya cara yang aku dapat balas jasa derong.aku dah kecewakan ayah time dapat result masa tu.takkan aku nak biarkan ayah and ibu kecewa lagi kan.aku tak nak.aku dah berusaha keras mencari berbagai bagai scholar yang sesuai dgn aku.aku harap aku dpt study kat australia nanti.aku sekarang ni tggu mara je.mara,y you no open yet?doakan aku dapat scholar atau pinjaman mara ni eh.terima kasih.

jealousy

heyhihello,

i'm quite jealous with some of my friends who managed to get straight a's in their spm.they got what they want and they can apply many scholarships right.and for me,i'm just can apply about 3 or 4 scholarships only.my ibu asked me to apply to nottingham university but i just don't want to use my father's money anymore.ayah always feel sad maybe cause i didn't get straight a's.i already tried my hard.the very hard ayah but maybe tak ada rezeki kan.everytime when ayah come home,he must compared my results with other people.i just can't stand it.i told my friends about this and they asked me to calm down.they giving me some advice.they said "result spm ni belum tentu buat kau berjaya di masa depan kau,wafa".erm,maybe its true cause i still have life in university later.i have to start struggle there and make my parents proud of me.

ayah just want me to further my study in australia or japan.i keep on searching for any scholarship for overseas study.ayah,don't worry,i will make sure that i can further my study there.insyaAllah.pray for me people.

friends

heyhihello

i don't know why but i just hate her.i think she didn't appreciated me as her friend.we used to be a good friends.she has an intelligent mind.everyone in the class admire her.we used to share our stories together but now,pfft.it's all gone.we didn't contact with each other like usual anymore.she might have a lots of new friends in college.friends that can make she laugh and happy all the time.but just one thing that i would like to tell her,don't ever and ever forget about your old friends,your roommates and classmates.i still remembered those days where we could share our stories together every night,went to cafe every sunday and clean up our rooms together every sunday.erm,maybe its true what my other roommates told me about you.pfft,i better be careful in choosing friends next time.

heyhihello,
i just way too emotional on my birthday.i already expected that this year will be the worst birthday ever.all my wishes didn't came true.i wish someone can call me and sing happy birthday for me.i wish someone can make a video for me.i wish someone can make a suprise for me.i wish i can get a huge birthday present.actually,birthday is the most important day of my entire life.i'm quite upset right now.

this is the worst the very worst birthday ever ever.i hate being 18

Birthday :)

heyhihello,

Tomorrow is my birthday but I didn't feel any excited or anything.Weirddd.It's totally different from any other years where I start counting the days.Maybe I'm too old to celebrate birthday.or maybe I don't have any friends around me wishing me 'Happy Birthday' or making any suprises for my birthday.I just missed my classmates waking up till 12 am just for wishing me a happy birthday.Oh,i still remember,the first person who wish me a happy birthday last year was haziq izuddin.hehe.erm,who gonna be the first person to wish me tomorrow.

I didn't want anything for my birthday this year.cukuplah ibu and ayah dah bagi banyak duit time wafa belajar dulu.

heyhihello,

so my birthday is like around the corner.just a few more days left.I don't have any mood to celebrate it this year.and and I think i'm kinda weird this year.usually i will always ask my dad to buy me a present for my birthday and celebrate it at an exclusive restaurant.but this year I didn't ask anything.It such a waste of money to buy an expensive things to me.I don't deserve it.erm,I think I don't want to celebrate my birthday.I don't want any present.I don't want anything this year.

spm result

heyhihello,

Alhamdulillah,i already got my spm result.i manage to get 7a's and 2B+.oh well,maybe there's no luck for me this time.When i got the slip,I was crying and i can't believe that i got B+ for physic.ohhh shosssshhh.I can't accept it.and finally after getting advice from many people,I can accept that thing.My parents didnt mad or scolded me cause i already try my best.the very best for spm.erm,tak ada rezeki namanya.but well,time u nanti ada lagi.i'm gonna struggle there.i've learnt from mistakes.I'm just too lazy during my school life.tak semestinya gagal sekarang,gagal selama lamanya kan kan.maybe Allah has a better plan for me right.

oh well,i'm freakingly superb happy cause i met my classmates yesterday.oh guys,i really miss you.you guys are the best,the very best friend i ever had.513 awesomeeee!oh oh,and and i'm quite happy cause 'someone' finally call my name and asked me what my result is.and i was like,whoaahhhhhh.finallyyy.i was screaming to faqi.faqi and syahin,hanya korang berdua je tahu.shoosshhh,jangan bagi tahu orang lain tau tau.haha.tak jadi sedih dah lepas tu.terus senyum sampai telinga :)))

so i wanna say congrats to all students of mrsm tgb.we already did our best right.and finally we got no 1.yeah tgb.iloveyouuuu.mintak tugu cepat cepat.hehe.oh i wanna say thank you so so much to nadira maisarah,my number one mentor.hehe.bangga tak aku panggil kau dgn nama macam tu?bhahaha.to all my classmates,thank you so much.to my mentor,ena and hidayah,thank youuuuu.and to aiman hakim,congrats and thank you sebab ajar saya mcm mcm eh.hehe.

and to all my teachers,teacher raedah,puan toriah,miss molly,cikgu amin,puan norwati silu,puan siti,puan salwa,cikgu hajar,ustaz hambali,cigu sejarah and and cikgu daud thamby,thank you for teaching me a lot of things.and sorry if i let you down.

to farhan hasif,thank youu so much dear.naza,amirul fitri,thank you tooo.hehe.and and the most important thing,thank you Allah.and to ibu and ayah,thank you cause keluarkan duit yang banyak untuk wafa sepanjang wafa belajar ni.sorry wafa tak dapat keputusan yang cemerlang.sorry wafa dah kecewakan ibu and ayah.sorry wafa tak belajar betul betul.sorry wafa buat korang malu sbb dapat 7a je.takpe,wafa janji wafa belajar bersungguh sungguh lagi nanti.wafa akan tebus balik kekalahan wafa sekarang.

oh oh and again,thank you one direction for cheering me up.hehe

one direction

one direction,thanks for cheering me up :)